Tuesday, September 19, 2006

OMG! my prelims hav cum..O_O...for my first few papers i did not studied enough for them...haiz...cause of my stupid online game...but after my teacher say that i am gonna fail if i did not buck up..That totally woke me up..I began to make my own study time table n is revising as much as i can...but making sure that i dun overwork myself...hehe XD..but nowadays i hav been slping for up to 4 to less hrs..O_O XO...i dun noe why i hav been neglecting my slp...haiz...n after that i began to feel emo again...i look at other happy families around me..I think of my familiy...even though they r doing quite fine...i still lacked a father's love...haiz...my parents are divorced thats why...haiz...omg i am feeling saddened now..i think i better end this entry wif a personal msg to everyone...CHERISH EVERYONE AROUND U! nitez...

9:37 PM
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Wednesday, September 13, 2006

Hey! hehe XD...I am starting to love my life..but i do go emo smtimes..well wad to do i am one of them...but i love being emo...cause it made into who i am now..oppz i wan to tell u wad happen todae hehe...XD..well todae i hav my cca,mediabytes...wow it was fun cause my senior came n brought his electric gutitar! YAHOO! YES! it was awesome seeing him play it..I was so engrossed that i began to decide to make my own band..that's my long time dream...n finally i am going to make that reality...hehe XD YES!...n we also hav a photo session for the mediabytes...WOW it was fun! i was as usual crazy n retard...hehe wad to do...i am famous in the sch for being the crazy man...hehe oppz i am bragging am i?...XD...WELL TO THOSE INTERESTED IN JOINING MY BAND...PLZ TELL ME! PLZ! I AM THINKING OF A NAME SUCH AS "FROZEN IDENTITY"..hmmm...oppz thats all i can say..NITEZ GUYS N GALS! SMILE ALWAYS! =D

9:37 PM
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Monday, September 11, 2006

I hav been very emo nowadays....I get upset n angry over the smallest things...haiz...Maybe it is because of wad hav been happening to me these daes..haiz..I need to be stronger but who can help me...My frens are drifting away frm me...haiz..My once happy n joyful life is going down the drain..Ppl see me as the crazy man as i smiled at them,make them laugh at my looney antics...But behine those acts n smiles of mine...I feel saddened n sick of life...I CAN'T TAKE THIS ANYMORE~!..I dun noe wad happen to me...haiz...well guys n gals...thoughts of u noe wad...is right now in my mind..Shld i do it? haiz...I juz wish smone would understand this sadness n pain i am going through right now...well i guess they dun...They r having fun wif their life while i am struggling to stay afloat...I might as well drowned...haiz...I am sry my frens..U might see the end of me some dae...N no one will care..=(

4:31 PM
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Thursday, September 07, 2006

well i had sch like any normal dae...english programme n geography class...During english class,i n my team members were like "dead" ppl...Cause we were yawning one by one n all were so restless..LOL XD...i think i am restless cause i hav been slping for 4 hrs...frm 1 am to 5 am...HOLY CRAP XO...my eyes look like a panda..seriously...O_O..ok off-topic..LOL XD...back to english...then we hav a game called....hmmm....i forgot leh...O_O hehe XD...then w r suppose to put a suitable headline for 4 articles...We put Maid vs Teesnager for the first,"Lost & Found" for th second one,Doctor X for the third one,N my personal favourite R(A) for the fourth one which means Romance Accompany...hehe dun think dirty ok XD...N we won for the best headline for our R(A)...YEAH! SO HAPPY! hehe XD...Then after that we had a break...GOD! I ate so much...1 nugget bread n 3 egg bread..HOLY CRAP! well i was so hungry...i did eat my breakfast...Then we hav Geography class...i got nthing too say abt that class...it was so bloody damn BORING~ XO...Then i overheard that a couple of my frens wans to play warcraft in a lan shop in Limbang...WOW! it is been so long i played warcraft in a lan shop...like 1 year ago LOL X_O...den we decided to play DOTA n was going to be 5 vs 4 at first...then we met Sui how there...n we made it 5 vs 5...the teams r one group contains fadhli,jerald,fadil,eddy n hafiz....the other group r kim hui,teow kim,jian yun,sui how, ME OF COURSE...hehe XD...in the first game i totally sux cause i did not use the hero,Beastmaster...But my group still WON! WOW! hehe XD...Second game...i choose another..n i think this hero suits me a lot...I totally became GOD-LIKE...i killed alot without any help of them....WOW! i did not noe that i was that good...well my skills were rusty...n wif the help of my frens i were able to own!...yeah...n the whole 2 hrs were up...we then went home...i went home n bathe,eat...then i slp...i was seriously tired...btw u guys shld see my new hairstyle..IT ROCKS!~...hehe ok i wrote so long...see u guys later..=D

8:17 PM
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Friday, September 01, 2006

well my best fren is bugging me to write abt her..LOL XD..n now i decide to write abt her cause she has always being there to help me move on wif my life...U ppl noe that i am a happy-go-lucky person who nv fails to put smiles on ppl's faces....but she noe better...i am a weak n always hav problems in my life...she will help to give me advices that help me realise how important my life is...n at times she will be feeling down...n i will be the one giving advices to her...it is like a on-going chain to help each other move on wif our lives...Well she is such a nice fren to hav around...hehe XD..My best fren is none other than Xin Fang...U must be strong in overcuming ur probs in life! I will be behind u to catch u when u are falling down...So BE HAPPY! =D thx ppl for reading this bloggie! LUV U GUYS N GALS!

9:41 PM
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7:37 PM
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hehe...i am going to write abt my beloved meimei now...She is my meimei who is always helping me up in the most diffcult times like when i broke up my girl...she will comfort me n ask me to cheer up...=D..at times when she is down i will be the one comforting her cause there will always be a future for her...MEIMEI u must strong k? cause i will not leave u behind hehe XD...Cause wad are family for rite? we will go through the darkest times together as a family...=D well she is a nice,happy helpful to help others who really needs it the most...I wan to say that I LOVE MY MEIMEI SO MUCH!...n she is none other than Jermine hehe XD...well hav a nice dae ppl for reading my blog...ps if anyone bully my meimei,i will make sure i murder the person like CRAP! hehe XD...joking XD...

7:26 PM
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HEY!WOW!OMG!Teacher's dae was the most enjoyable n fun dae on the 30th of august..I loved it so much...The dae started rainning..OmG!haiz...but there was no cross-country..YEAH! LOL XD..well on that dae i hav to do video taking of the teacher's dae..the concert was very fun n wow!...hehe XD the bands were great...the dances too...i like the most was the teacher's dance...I went totally retard...i began to dance wif the music...ppl were looking at me hehe XD..LOVE MYSELF....Ahmad,Hezry n Raden wanted to dance as i forced them..but they all did not dare too...haiz...but still it was fun...the best part Mrs Lau came BACKIE! YEAH! I love her so much for being our best form teacher for COLUMBUS! HIP! HIP! HURRAY!...hehe XD After that i decided to go back to my pri sch(Hong Kah Pri Sch),i was so happy to see my long lost pri sch frens...Den there was their concert...OMG! it was quite boring...N i decided to be crazy my frens who were in twss wif me ...hehe XD i was shouting my lungs out! WOW! ppl were looking at me n my frens who were laughing non-stop LOL XD...WOW!...well i got to see my pri sch form teacher,Mrs Wong...She is the best as Mrs Lau....well i went back home at around 1pm...Too tired n i started to hav fever,headache n flu..AWWW!well i think thats all abt teacher's dae! HAV A NICE DAE TO THOSE READING MY BLOG!

7:04 PM
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