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Friday, April 27, 2007

Hey Hey Hey...xD imma going to tell u guys wad hav been happening in my life since i last blogged in(2 daes onli lol)...on thursday i got up at ard 10 am n got ready everything..even though my class starts at 1 pm..LOL xDD hey its better to be early than late..ok did i juz sound rite? o.o forget it..MOVING ON..well i managed to get ready at ard 11.45 am..i did my final arrangements n i started to feel really nervous..WAH!! i was thinking how would my classmates be like n how would they welcome a new comer like me...@___@ i totally wanted to faint on the spot i was standing..btw i was still at home...x_x i drink abt 5 glasses of water..OMG I WAS THAT NERVOUS!! wad made me lose more confidence is that my hair FUKING SHORT!! WTF D:<..but still i would i hav to go to hav my class anyway...so i finally got my courage to cum out of my house at 12.15 pm..ps the ITE is abt 40-50 mins away frm my house..>_<..i took the bus 188 all the way to AYE n changed bus..wah i nearly forgot to go down at my bus..i was that god damn nervous sia..=(..i took another bus..97 n 3 stops down was ITE DOVER!!! FINALLY!! n i was abt 5 mins late..but luckily the teacher was in late too..hehe..then i got to be frens with this guy name alif..xDD when the teacher asked us to get into the grps that we all were in last wk..i was like panicked..D: but luckily alif asked me join his grp..phew..i made a fren..weee~~ n i ended my class at 3 pm..got home n slept at 11 pm..darn i was tired.. TODAE: woohoo~~ i was really forward to another dae of my course..woke up at 5.45 am since my class starts at 8 am..making sure that i will cum early this time xDD..well i finished doing my stuffs at 6.35 am..n took the extra time to calm myself down..ps i was also thinking of her to calm myself hehe =DD..i went out of the house at 7.05am..but i missed my bus D: wah..waited for another 15 mins before the next one came...>_<>_> but there is one cca that attracted me that is LIVE BAND!! if u think this cca is like trumpets or horn..well u got it all wrg..this cca allows one to choose to learn how to play the guitar,bass or drums n also vocal training..OMG!! THAT WAD I WAS LOOKING FOR ALL THIS TIME!! YIPPEE!! i am going to seriously to join this cca..my dream band is getting closer..i decided to choose how the play the guitar n hav some vocal training..weeeeee~~ i cant wait when the cca starts..@__@

wow i wrote in so FREAKING LONG..n while i was having this things happening in my life..i was thinking of her 24/7..i mish u so muchie!! i am going to surprise her on my bdae instead of her surprising me..hehe..SAYANG I LOVE U LOADS!! 9 May IS THE DAE!!! well imma go n stop writing now...@__@ gd nitez all..

8:38 PM
the out of reach

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Wednesday, April 25, 2007

LOL it hav been awhile since i wrote in..hehe sry guys n gals..okie wad hav been happening all these time in a sick man's life? @____@

last wk:mmm last wk was an ok wk...stayed at home most of the time..but got scolded by my mum most of the time..<_<>_>

weekends:well it was more boring..D: i stayed at home MORE!! GOSH!! DAMN IT!! well at least my sayang layan me to kill the boredom hehe...I SAYANG MY SAYANG SO MUCHIE!! 1 month n going strong..hehe..Thats the end abt the wkend..<_<

These few daes:well its almost the same thing as every dae..i eat,drink,slp,crap,pee,watch tv,play com,do everything thats first cum...LOL okie too much info..@______@ hehe..on tues i got a phone call frm ITE that i got into the course that i signed up..YIPPPEE!!! 8DDD n i went to the campus at dover..wth..SO FAR!!! D: but nvm at least i got a sch that i can start life anew..n i am looking forward to tmr..going to start my class tmr..OMG!! NERVOUS N LOOKING FORWARD TO IT!!!! WEEEE!! @____@ GD LUCK TO ME!!! HEHE!! darn...i am scared...i juz wan to hug my sayang so much todae..i mish her so muchie can? =3

well thats all abt wads been happening in a life of retard teen aka cookie giver aka dildu..MUAHAHA!! hehe..cya guys n gals..thx for reading my blog..love u all..=3

2:54 PM
the out of reach

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Tuesday, April 17, 2007

MUAHAHA I GOT NTHING TO DO SO I PASTED THE LYRICS OF FACE DOWN BY THE RED JUMPSUIT APPARATUS.. LISTEN TO IT AT THE TOP MY BLOG WHILE LOOKING AT THE LYRICS..COMMENTS BY ME ABT THIS SONG:MEANINGFUL N NICE..ENJOY *GIVES COOKIES*
THE RED JUMPSUIT APPARATUS LYRICS

Face Down

Hey girl, you know you drive me crazy
one look puts the rhythm in my hand.
Still I'll never understand why you hang around
I see what's going down.

Cover up with make up in the mirror
tell yourself, it's never gonna happen again
you cry alone and then he swears he loves you.

Do you feel like a man when you push her around?
Do you feel better now as she falls to the ground?
Well I'll tell you my friend, one day this world's going to end
as your lies crumble down, a new life she has found.

A pebble in the water makes a ripple effect
every action in this world will bear a consequence
If you wade around forever you will surely drown
I see what's going down.

I see the way you go and say you're right again,
say you're right again
heed my lecture

Do you feel like a man when you push her around?
Do you feel better now as she falls to the ground?
Well I'll tell you my friend, one day this world's going to end
as your lies crumble down, a new life she has found.

Face down in the dirt, she said,
this doesn't hurt, she said,
I finally had enough.
[x2]

One day she will tell you that she has had enough
he's coming round again.

Do you feel like a man when you push her around?
Do you feel better now as she falls to the ground?
Well I'll tell you my friend, one day this world's going to end
as your lies crumble down, a new life she has found.
[x2]

Face down in the dirt, she said,
this doesn't hurt, she said,
I finally had enough.

3:19 PM
the out of reach

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Monday, April 16, 2007

ok i noe its 2.12 am in the morning..o.o hehe..i am still not sleepy though..i am used to sleeping late till morning..@_@ i hav a sleeping problem k? D:< lol xP..before this post i put a pic so that u ppl can hav slping probs..MUAHAHAHA!! I AM EVIL!! xD ok aidil...get a hold of myself D:..i think its because i am beginning to tired out..D: darn better get to slp before i go nuts..serious for now..wad hav been happening in my life...its going gd so far..hehe but my mum would get angry at me for no apparent reason..n she would nag at me non-stop..WTF?!! D:< MUM ITS MY LIFE N NOT FOR U TO CONTROL IT!! F U LAH!!! D:< haiz...my relationship wif my family hav becum sour...=( i would usually think back of my once happy family...omg..i am going emo...='( life was wonderful before my father divorced wif my mum..but hey i will not be who i am now if the divorce think did not happen..=/ it actually made me stronger..as i hated my father back then for wad he did,i begin to miss him..ayah if u can hear me i miss u loadz..='( this boy of urs needs u more than ever..i truly miss u...haiz..i am crying now..if onli god can hear me now..i wan my old dad back..=(..better get a hold on myself again..=/ lets move on..my relationship wif her is beginning to make my life more meaningful..can i juz love her alot? =3 n the happenings during the wkends...BOREDOM!!! @_@...damn...oppz i think i better get to slp..frens frm twss n mindchamps..I am beginning to miss u all..*gives cookies to everyone* hehe =3 I LOVE U ALL!!! *kisses* gd nitez all or shld i say gd morning!! hehe bbyiesss!! =DD

2:11 AM
the out of reach

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1:45 AM
the out of reach

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Saturday, April 07, 2007

Okie..i hav not been writing in these daes because i dun noe...LOL @_@..well these daes hav been the same like any other daes..I went back to my sch to help out wif my cca,MEDIABYTES!! MUAHAHA xD!! n definitely see my darling..=3 *kisses*..n i am looking more like a girl..wth..o_o..EVERYONE DO I LOOK LIKE A GIRL WIF MY LONG HAIR? my mum says i do..-.-''' *thinking to get a haircut* n yah..i am going to ITE =D..finally i am going somewhere..<_< MUAHAHA!! xD okie i am going bored..@_@..n recently i juz went to play basketball wif my fren..it hav been abt 2-3 yrs since i play basketball..my skills r getting rusty D:..but it was fun xD..n on the final note..i get tired so easily nowadays..wth..yeah u guys/girls wont believe it rite? yeah i get sleepy at random times..X_X..DAMN D:<..oppz time to go..I AM FREAKING HUNGRY!!!! @_@..thx for viewing my blog..*hugs n kisses to everyone* ^_~

6:54 PM
the out of reach

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