Watch me bleed...

Thursday, May 31, 2007

Hey sry i haven blogged in for quite some time..Juz hav been feeling uneasy lately...I changed my blog skin..Please tag n comment..Now abt my life..I hav been feeling down almost everydae..i dun noe why but i feel my past is catching up wif me..haiz..my life is going down the drain these daes..i thought wif a new life i could get better but instead i am getting worse..Even my family treats me like an outsider...I juz feel like running away frm home...Emo is my way of life...everytime i would lock myself in my room to cry n make my hand bleed..Its a way for my to relieve this freaking pain that i hav in my heart...I juz hope i can control myself..before i get crazy n eventually do smthing to myself...such as SUICIDE...sry i am saying all this but i a juz too fucked up rite now..haiz...thx u guys for viewing my blog...thx all..*gives cookies*..

2:23 PM
the out of reach

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Friday, May 11, 2007

wah..its been a long time since i wrote in..x_x yeah at least i am writing in now...n ps if u wan to tag me,use mozilla..n another thing i will onli write on fridaes..yeah!! 8DD

Mondae:well i got nthing much to say abt this dae..cause i started my sch early in the morning n ended in the late afternoon..D: wah! i was damn tired when i got back..but i chatted wif my sayang throughout the dae...hehe =3

Tuesdae:okie another un happening dae in my life..wth..>_> same as mondae went to sch early n went home late..lol its like i am doing things like a robot..ps my special dae is abt tmr..8DD

Wednesdae:THE DAE I HAV BEEN WAITING FOR!! WOOOTS~ happy bdae to me..happy bdae to me..8DDD a dae for me to celebrate the dae wif my special frens..so after i finished my sch at 11 am..i went straight to twss as i promised i will spend time clebrating my bdae wif my frens n definitely my sayang..but first of all i went to lot 1 wif fir to go get a special present for my sayang..wow we were there for abt 45 mins..o.o n finally i managed to find a perfect gift for her..*i am not going to tell u guys wad is it or else it wont be special..hehe* n i made my sayang wait for quite some time..x_x wah sry sayang..i am worst at shopping..juz for 1 gift i took that long..>_< aww ="/">=3 n i met up ahmad at the mb rm..n okie >_< i got a special "bdae bash" frm fir n ahmad..@__@ i enjoyed it though..its been a long time i got a bdae bash..haha..xDD n we went back home at ard 5.30 pm..n wow i was tired like hell that i went to take a rest right after i went home..

Thursdae:WEEEE~ another fun dae...i went to sch as per normal...xDD but in the afternoon i was going wif 2 other couples excluding mine..hehe...i quickly went to get changed n went out of my house at 1.45 pm..n as usual i was late..>_> i met up wif my sayang,fir n aisyah at cck interchange..I AM SO SRY I WAS LATE!! X_X.. maybe i am a late-blooded guy..O.o n we all headed to causeway point to catch a movie..Spiderman 3..=DDD we bought tickets n were seated away frm each other to hav our individual moments wif our gf/bf..hehe..i can say it was worse than mb rm? gosh IT WAS FREEZING COLD!!! n i like the part when tobey changed his hair to be emo like..WTH!! WOOT~~ LOVE IT!! <3 venom xDD (onli for that part emo thingy) hehe..i totally enjoyed the movie..n it ended at abt 5.10 p.m..xDD so long..*ps dun ask me wad happen during the movie..;) shh* n after that we went our separate ways..me n her went to walk ard the mall..juz enjoying our time together alone..=3 n i had to sent her home at ard 5.35 pm n we went to take a train...aww...=( can i love her loadz? i reached home at ard 6.15 pm..n i did wad everyone would do when they reached home..slack..LOL xDDD n i chatted wif for awhile before i went off to study for my test..but i was not feeling that well..=/ i might be sick D: went to slp at ard 12.30 am..

Fridae:todae..i did not go to sch..darn i am sick..maybe of the weird weather..>_> n i am writing in rite now..lol..

okie i think thats all i can write in..n ps i am missing smone now..=3 cya all *gives cookies*

12:18 PM
the out of reach

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Friday, May 04, 2007

Well i started the wk gd..hehe..i went to sch without any probs at all..YEAH!! i was happy for myself..xDD

then tuesday was labour dae..wah stayed at home but luckily i was asked by ahmad to go n play basketball wif some guys that we meet at the court..N when we were playing,the ball went out of the court n went into THE DRAIN!! N WAD I MEAN BY DRAIN IS THE BIG LONGKANG!!! WAH!!! D: so all of us panicked but i suggested that we find a staircase down to the LONGKANG!! WTF <_<..ok me n another guy went down to get the ball..but he slipped n fell..wah..but at least both of us saved the basket ball..n the wierd thing is that we saved 3 balls instead of 1..lol o.o n i was called hero? lol o.o..n we played bb till abt 7.10 pm without any probs at all..xDDD phew..

wednesday i hav sch as per normal..n the freaking shop that sells my uniform..DOES NOT HAV STOCK!! D:< WTF!! STUPID SHOP!! now i am stuck wif onli 1 uniform,i pair of pants but luckily we were having PE on that dae..i went to the gym wif others guys while some of them played badminton n floorball..n i totally forced myself to carry weighs that is 2 weighs heavier than wad i usually carry..shld not hav that done that..D: wah..my whole body is aching till now..X_x especially my arms..on the same dae i had my FIRST LIVE BAND MEETING!! YEAH!! n i was waiting for the guitar n vocal clinic to start...o.o next tues was bass clinic..i am waiting~~

thursdae is the dae i hate the most..<_< i already got ready everything to go to sch at 1 pm..BUT WHEN I FREAKING REACH THERE..MY FREN TOLD ME THAT IT WAS CANCELLED WHEN I WAS JUZ OUTSIDE THE ITE CAMPUS!! WTH!! well since it was early i decided to go to lot 1 to walk ard..@___@

FRIDAE IS THE BEST DAE OF MY LIFE!!!!!!!!! I FINALLY GOT TO MEET MY SAYANG!! she was busy wif her preparation for her exams..n i was busy wif my sch..=/ god i hugged her when i met her..I LOVE U SAYANG!!! n my bdae is cuming n i can even spend more time wif her..=33 hehe..

wow i wrote in quite a lot..okie i think thats all for todae...THX FOR VIEWING MY BLOG N DUN FORGET TO TAG!! D:< *gives cookies*

5:19 PM
the out of reach

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HEY HEY!! i am done wif my new blog skin...PLS TAG ME IF ITS NICE OR WADEVER!!! THX GUYS!! LOVE U ALL!!! *GIBS COOKIES* =DDD

5:11 PM
the out of reach

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Thursday, May 03, 2007

Juz a quick post before i need to go n get reday for my sch later..even though its at 1 pm <_<..LOL..i am going to change my blog skin on one of this daes..SO U GUYS N GALS MUSH LOOK OUT FOR IT OR THERE WILL BE NO COOKIES FOR U!! D:< imma post abt my wk when i am done wif configurations on it..LOOK OUT FOR IT!! =DDDD

10:34 AM
the out of reach

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