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Friday, February 26, 2010

Todae is a real tiring but exciting dae for me as i spent a dae roller blading wif my baby gf..hehe but i had to wake up early in the morning because i was having a bad tummyache..twice..at 3am and 5am..wah...pain2

Alrite..i went to her hse at ard 12.30pm...wow it was a hot dae like i would say...well going to be another hot adventure wif her as i and her decided to go east coast to roller blade...but i dun noe wad i got myself into...LOL!!

We spent some time together along ther beach and had our sweet time together...she went on wearing her roller blades...looking at her make my heart content and ease...hehe..then it was time for me to go and rent some roller blades...and i was nerver wreaked...when i tried it on,i was afraid that i wouldn't get to move properly....LOL...luckily i managed too...but the skating part really made me feel like giving up...

but i got myself into this and focused into making sure i can roller blade ..she was there along to help even though she herself wasnt that good...thx baby for helping me...luckily her fren was nearby and he taught me some basics on roller blading....hehe i got the hang on it and finally had my first fall...flat on my butt!!! hehe xDD got some injuries but wasnt serious...got back up and went roller blading for a couple of distance before we rest on a beach....wow i smell really bad...with my sweat n all...we spent more time together and played till my time to return the roller blades was up...

after that i went to take a short bathe and we managed to a sunset before we head off to coffee bean since she was craving for some cheesecake..hehe i thought cheesecake was gonna taste bad...but when she fed me cheesecake,i was on heaven...we ate some brownie and double choco ice blended..LARGE! she shivering cold as the aircon was strong and i cuddle her in arms trying to keep her warm...

After a wonderful treat at coffee bean, i sent her home but before i ate at the market wif her...lol i was still hungry..but the food wasnt nice as i expected...when i reached her hse,her mum invited me in and i was happy to spend some more time wif her..hehe...but she was sadden after that...i noe why and she noes why...baby i will be there for u when u need the most k? we juz hav to face the fate or do smthing in order to change it to our liking...dun be upset k? ILY...

i went back home at ard 10pm frm her hse...and now currently blogging...well this is juz a brief of wad happen...hehe she noes,i noe...LOL..

ILY baby..a poem for u...

Holding on to ur hands...
Never letting it go..
As we get through the daes of uncertainity..
I will hide u when it gets too much..

Getting through obstacles with u beside me..
I will shower u wif love...
And kisses that will stay in ur heart forever..
Dun look back but look into my eyes..

As my heart says...
I Love You...

hehe alrite..
-aidil out-

12:24 AM
the out of reach

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Wednesday, February 24, 2010

Todae hav been a really tiring dae for me..even though i hav to sit in a classroom to learn some theory...my brain was like dead...

From 10.30am till 7.35pm i was at SSDCL to finish my theory on motorcycle so that i am able to take the TTT and RTT to ensure that i will get my PDL....LOL!! i managed to get through it wif some basic information about the road safety and all...hehe i had to force myself to sit through the lesson even though i was already half dead n all...

Finally after all the theory lessons i decided to go back home straight as i was brain dead with theory stuffs....lol....during the mrt ride, i managed to catch some shut eye....and frm there i hav an uneasy feeling...hmmm well maybe i am not thinking straight and all...hehe hmmm..

I managed to chat wif my baby but....haiz...i dun noe....

well thats all i can say...maybe time for me to go to slp? or stay up all night? hmmm...

-aidil out-

10:26 PM
the out of reach

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Tuesday, February 23, 2010

Hey i am going to slp soon and thats why i am blogging rite now..hehe and my baby wanted me to do so...

Well todae was quite boring...i went to the gym in the morning...yikes..i was like a bit worn out easily...wonder wads wrg wif me..lol...the dae was uneasy feeling for me...i really wish it would go away...xD well i hav to smile more then..

I went back home after gyming...and waited for time to pass for my motor prac at 5.55pm...was i darn bored..boleh naik mampos...LOL!!! luckily my baby teman me for awhile..thx baby...i miss u already..

n then off i go...motor prac in progress...i did better as it was a circuit revision...phew...my fears of overcoming the slope was finally over..i did quite well..and overall i passed!! woohoo...finally the circuit test!!! my dreams of getting the bike is coming reality juz a bit more push...xDDD

On the way home,baby called me and teman me for awhile...was i smiling that time...and managed to webcam wif her since video call was being an ass...well at least i get to see my baby..she was sweet...i managed to surprise her wif a collage of our photos which i made it myself..hehe she was touched...

But when i was abt to pay full attention to her, her fren called and something caught up...well she had to go to comfort her...its okie baby...i understand...things like this do happen once in awhile..

alrite time for me to slp...i miss her so much...i love u more each dae baby...come back home safely aites?

-aidil out-

11:44 PM
the out of reach

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Monday, February 22, 2010

Yesterdae really puts a smile on my face...

Ytd i was wrking but till 5pm...wow i thought i would full shift but wad the heck i might as well enjoy it...hehe some more i was asked by baby gf to go to a chalet organized by her company..wow a night out wif my baby gf....one in a million and i am going to enjoy a night under the stars with the one i love dear...

i went back home when i finished work and quickly packed my stuffs to go back ikea to go ride a vehicle there...oo yah..i was going to ride a lorry which her father drives..OMG!!! nerve-wrecked...darn..i was talking crap to baby gf and didnt even noe wad i was talking abt...she comforted me and hoping that her dad won't stay along wif cause i was really looking forward to a night under stars wif her....and to not arouse any suspicion i have to act as if i am a cousin to one of my baby gf's work fren..hehe was i totally obedient and she did say that...xD LOL!!

The journey to the chalet was a bumpy but wad was most exciting was...HER DAD WANTED TO GO HOME STRAIGHT AWAY!! WOOHOO!! a dream come true...hehe when we reached to the chalet, tons of food were ready and ate to our heart's delight...we also celebrated 2 birthdaes on that dae and as usual tons of pictures were taken...

After me and baby gf went to the beach and sat under the stars,listened to our fav songs and sang to each other.....aww a night for me to remember most...after that we had to go back since we cant be out too late...we went back and played some cards till tons of laughter was broke out...LOL!! and we chatted till baby gf was tired so i occupied her to slp by my side...and erm...no more info...

The next dae which is todae...we packed up and got back home..i and baby gf went to have breakfast at burger king...and we were one messy couple...hehe xDD and after that we headed to her house to settle down and thought of going to get her camera fixed...instead we watched one of my fav movies...A WALK TO REMEMBER..too bad baby gf didnt get to see me cry as we managed to watch up to the half of it..and after i had to go home since she needs to be wif her frens who needed her more...

and i am here..at home blogging and juz finished eating...stilll hungry and missing my baby gf alot...BABY GF I LOVE U SO MUCH!! hehe xD

-aidil out-

5:20 PM
the out of reach

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Friday, February 19, 2010

A a "good" dae to start todae..wow...i hav an itchy cough(feel like scraping my throat with a toilet brush hard),stomach flu like symptoms and giddyness that follows with it...darn...

finally i have decided to go to the doctor...always thought i rather take care of myself than see a doctor...haiz...darn i feel moody todae...and i am complaining alot...LOL..better shut up now..

well off to get ready to see a doctor...juz hope its nothing serious..

-aidil out-

12:28 PM
the out of reach

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Todae was unexpected but fun dae...I was planning to go out wif gf for a movie but when i heard her mum was admitted to the hospital, i suggested to cancel our date and go meet her mum instead...at that instance,her mum called and asked to meet her at TTSH...wow juz as i expected..but i dun mind postponing the movie date cause i understand her mum is more important than the date...we went there wif our formal attire and all..hehe it was my plan actually..and i was freaking nervous...parents-phobia

I waited her outside the A&E while she go see her mum...when she came out,we had to go bugis to get her mum things...that's when she got to noe me even better...baby,thx for accepting me for who i am...i sweated alot along the way...hehe

It was finally meeting her mum...we took the taxi to her hse as her mum was limping and all...i onli can help carry the bags...and nervous plus shy...reached her block..left me and baby to go buy food for me,her and her bro...eat at her hse and played on her guitar for awhile..hehe i am noobie on the guitar...

after that we went to the nearby park, we take a stroll and enjoy the breeze there...we talked and got to noe each other even better...it turns out our dae is like a movie and better than on the cinemas...

a poem for her to express my feeling for her

Another dae passes by
With hopes to see u again
Closing my eyes to dream of u
Forever in my heart etched into it

Holding on to u tighter than usual
Never letting u go to keep u close to me
Ur the onli one that makes me breathless
As i gaze upon ur eyes
I see ur love and sincereness in u

Those promises i made to u
I will forever remember it
Making u smile is my duty
Wiping those tears from dangers ahead

Ur the onli one that i love
Forever we should be
Together as one our hearts will be

Baby i love u...so dearly and so much...look into eyes and u will see the truth..

-aidil out-

1:23 AM
the out of reach

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Wednesday, February 17, 2010

This daes have been a really most happening daes in my life...I am going into 2nd year soon but i am so missing my 2nd sem classmates....I really have fun wif them throughout the end of first year...

for my life, i juz unleash my love to a girl whom have been missing frm my life for 1 mth and reappear again after that...hehe 14/2/10 is a dae i will remember..

hehe ok i am lazy to blog more...

-aidil out-

11:53 PM
the out of reach

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Tuesday, February 02, 2010

Gosh time fly so fast when ur having fun...Being in RP really changed me alot...as i look ovr my shoulder i noticed its have been a year i am in RP....N this class i am in now, really make me smile and wonder..I will miss this class alot...haiz...but we will stay as frens for life..

My focus now is get that motor license and to tone my body already since i have that body mass...It will take at least 3 months for me to get that body i wan..but it will take all my attention and time to get back on track since i hav addicted to DOTA...lol...cutting down now...hehe

Now a random poem in my head..

The days of joy and laughter..
Where dreams are made and realised..
Its up to us to grasp and make it reality..
N also for others to destroy..

We have to be strong in every ways..
To face the odds and gain that happiness..
A drop of happiness to liven up our hearts..
N everyone around you..

We are never perfect as humans..
But are perfect as friends towards others..
Hold out that hand when another needs it..
Giving out that smile to brighten up the day..

LOL...total random..hehe xDD alrite time to wrap up this post..
-aidil out-

10:20 PM
the out of reach

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