Juz Feel The Pain...Tell Me If Its Painful...Juz Kill Me..Juz Wish I Nvr Born..

Its been awhile..

2010-04-27T14:41:00.002+08:00

I am currently having my class presentation..and i am blogging at the same time...lol...i am bored..and smthing is like troubling me...

I know what is it..its juz that i dun wish to say it out..i am afraid of people ard me in acceptance or rejection of it...I am actually have been living in my comfort zone ever since the start of the year...i dun noe why...maybe i am juz dun seem to find my true self lately...

Well i am listening and typing wad i have been troubled by....i juz wish that i was smone better and talented in my life...there is so many things i wan to achieve but is always prevented by my own limits and skills...haiz...well i think i better stop typing..

-aidil out-

if only..

2010-04-12T00:11:00.001+08:00

I really do wish are some words that can comfort me in times like this...

wads wrg wif me?

2010-04-11T23:55:00.002+08:00

WTF!! wad is bloody wrg wif me? i feel so moody lately...well maybe cause of it is work... they give me so little hrs like i am not wrking like that...when i was to work more,they give me less...when i wan to work less,they give me more...BUSTED!!! ARGH!!!

N there some other factors which caters to this moodyness...well i rather keep that in privacy...darn...bila lah i am going to be ok and be juz me...haiz...well i think i am going to slp soon...gi nites..

-aidil out-

hmm..

2010-03-25T23:19:00.002+08:00

Well i am blogging rite now..and watching zatchbell...LOL!! wad? i love those shows...its nice and bring the kid in me..even though i am going 20 this yr? OLD!! and i am also missing her so badly...darn...

well wad happen to me is it?

todae i went for my motor lessons todae...and had nthing in plan after that...my gf was out taking her madrasah results..well i hope thats how it spells...X.x mm i literally stayed at hme until i asked if i can fetch her hme after she got out wif her frens...and WEE!! she gave me the green light..so i quickly got ready and headed for jurong point in this cold dae...finally my jacket came in handy..hehe

when i reached there, she chatted wif her frens before meeting and going ard jurong point wif me..wow jurong point hav really changed and well we first headed to my ex-workplace..hmm hated that work environment...they were all so racist...and the management is still the same...walao...actually after we decided to go catch a movie titled How to Catch A Dragon..we went to an atm since she needed to withdraw money..well in the end we decided not to as i told her off of not spending her money...and she refused to let me belanja her..X.x but we juz walked ard JP..and i bought new color contacts..since its like buy 2 get 2 free...LOL!! get the other 2 to her..since she wanted to try color contacts..and after we went to find contacts solution..and mcm org gila cari...hehe well it was my idea to find it at fair price when i noe it doesnt sell there..sry baby!! i deserve that biting frm u..aww

after we found the contacts solution,we went to eat at banquet...well me only..since she refrain frm eating but still i feed her..hehe xDD after that we went to a bookstore called harris..i think thats wad the name is..and found some cool stuffs..O.o cool..lol..and we were shivering since it was really cold...we decided to go ard 7pm...i sent her hme..well i didnt really looking forward to it..but i hav too...i miss her already..well thats wad happened todae..

for wad happened on the tuesday...

i decided to go over to her hse to hav an online movie date since she was lazy to go out...well it was more fun than asking our legs to move ard aimlessly...hehe xDDD we bought stuffs mcm nak pergi moovie gitu sey...2 bottles of soft drinks,1chocolate and a tupperware of popcorn...WALAO!! when i reached her hse, we went go finding for a movie to watch and decided on valentine's dae...well i thought it will be another boring movie...but it turned out to be nice and meaningful..wow...after that we played a game of monopoly..N i lost....

lol...i sux at board games...but the most impt i had fun wif her...hehe...we planning to hav more board games date...

well thats wad happened on tuesday..

-aidil out-

...

2010-03-23T03:17:00.001+08:00

i am still awake at this time...lol...n randomly crying...O.O not that i am sad...but cause of me yawning too much..xDD wad shld i do? count the sheeps or juz play games until i go bore?

Darn....i am so bored but not tired at all...maybe i shld go out? hmm...

lol..

2010-03-19T22:03:00.003+08:00

currently at hme and in the dark...lol...bored...todae is the most boring dae on earth for me..xDD

well i am speechless for now and i think not thinking straight too..well there are some things i hav to do now...off i go then..

-aidil out-

Wad happened

2010-03-15T21:43:00.002+08:00

wow its been some time i blogged in..hehe loads of things have been happening in my life...well lets start wif myself..

I have been taking motor lessons and it have been fun even though i am not that a big fan of motorcycles except for cars...LOL!! well i have been struggling to get my mind into this motor lessons by taking it seriously as i am wanting a bike of my own..woohoo!! n ytd is my happiest dae...finally..well my baby noes...hehe xDD

Well time for my holidaes...hmm i am wrking most of the time to save up for a motorbike...LOL!! well that would be ard june or more arh...wah lambat sey...and that period of time i will be eating maggi? maybe...argh...like that can go botak sey...HAV TO CUT DOWN MY SPENDINGS!!! AND SAVE UP FASTER..but luckily got my dad to help me up..phew..thx dad!!

well me and my baby recently celebrated our monthsary...we went to the fountain of wealth...well it was my first time sey...lol...but we had fun being together and all...we really wanted the dae to nvr end and juz be together in that dae...

BABY WO AI NI!!! hehe xDD

well i am lazy to blog some more..-aidil out-

Falling day...

2010-02-26T00:24:00.002+08:00

Todae is a real tiring but exciting dae for me as i spent a dae roller blading wif my baby gf..hehe but i had to wake up early in the morning because i was having a bad tummyache..twice..at 3am and 5am..wah...pain2

Alrite..i went to her hse at ard 12.30pm...wow it was a hot dae like i would say...well going to be another hot adventure wif her as i and her decided to go east coast to roller blade...but i dun noe wad i got myself into...LOL!!

We spent some time together along ther beach and had our sweet time together...she went on wearing her roller blades...looking at her make my heart content and ease...hehe..then it was time for me to go and rent some roller blades...and i was nerver wreaked...when i tried it on,i was afraid that i wouldn't get to move properly....LOL...luckily i managed too...but the skating part really made me feel like giving up...

but i got myself into this and focused into making sure i can roller blade ..she was there along to help even though she herself wasnt that good...thx baby for helping me...luckily her fren was nearby and he taught me some basics on roller blading....hehe i got the hang on it and finally had my first fall...flat on my butt!!! hehe xDD got some injuries but wasnt serious...got back up and went roller blading for a couple of distance before we rest on a beach....wow i smell really bad...with my sweat n all...we spent more time together and played till my time to return the roller blades was up...

after that i went to take a short bathe and we managed to a sunset before we head off to coffee bean since she was craving for some cheesecake..hehe i thought cheesecake was gonna taste bad...but when she fed me cheesecake,i was on heaven...we ate some brownie and double choco ice blended..LARGE! she shivering cold as the aircon was strong and i cuddle her in arms trying to keep her warm...

After a wonderful treat at coffee bean, i sent her home but before i ate at the market wif her...lol i was still hungry..but the food wasnt nice as i expected...when i reached her hse,her mum invited me in and i was happy to spend some more time wif her..hehe...but she was sadden after that...i noe why and she noes why...baby i will be there for u when u need the most k? we juz hav to face the fate or do smthing in order to change it to our liking...dun be upset k? ILY...

i went back home at ard 10pm frm her hse...and now currently blogging...well this is juz a brief of wad happen...hehe she noes,i noe...LOL..

ILY baby..a poem for u...

Holding on to ur hands...
Never letting it go..
As we get through the daes of uncertainity..
I will hide u when it gets too much..

Getting through obstacles with u beside me..
I will shower u wif love...
And kisses that will stay in ur heart forever..
Dun look back but look into my eyes..

As my heart says...
I Love You...

hehe alrite..
-aidil out-

....

2010-02-24T22:26:00.002+08:00

Todae hav been a really tiring dae for me..even though i hav to sit in a classroom to learn some theory...my brain was like dead...

From 10.30am till 7.35pm i was at SSDCL to finish my theory on motorcycle so that i am able to take the TTT and RTT to ensure that i will get my PDL....LOL!! i managed to get through it wif some basic information about the road safety and all...hehe i had to force myself to sit through the lesson even though i was already half dead n all...

Finally after all the theory lessons i decided to go back home straight as i was brain dead with theory stuffs....lol....during the mrt ride, i managed to catch some shut eye....and frm there i hav an uneasy feeling...hmmm well maybe i am not thinking straight and all...hehe hmmm..

I managed to chat wif my baby but....haiz...i dun noe....

well thats all i can say...maybe time for me to go to slp? or stay up all night? hmmm...

-aidil out-

Baby...

2010-02-23T23:44:00.002+08:00

Hey i am going to slp soon and thats why i am blogging rite now..hehe and my baby wanted me to do so...

Well todae was quite boring...i went to the gym in the morning...yikes..i was like a bit worn out easily...wonder wads wrg wif me..lol...the dae was uneasy feeling for me...i really wish it would go away...xD well i hav to smile more then..

I went back home after gyming...and waited for time to pass for my motor prac at 5.55pm...was i darn bored..boleh naik mampos...LOL!!! luckily my baby teman me for awhile..thx baby...i miss u already..

n then off i go...motor prac in progress...i did better as it was a circuit revision...phew...my fears of overcoming the slope was finally over..i did quite well..and overall i passed!! woohoo...finally the circuit test!!! my dreams of getting the bike is coming reality juz a bit more push...xDDD

On the way home,baby called me and teman me for awhile...was i smiling that time...and managed to webcam wif her since video call was being an ass...well at least i get to see my baby..she was sweet...i managed to surprise her wif a collage of our photos which i made it myself..hehe she was touched...

But when i was abt to pay full attention to her, her fren called and something caught up...well she had to go to comfort her...its okie baby...i understand...things like this do happen once in awhile..

alrite time for me to slp...i miss her so much...i love u more each dae baby...come back home safely aites?

-aidil out-

A smile on my face

2010-02-22T17:20:00.003+08:00

Yesterdae really puts a smile on my face...

Ytd i was wrking but till 5pm...wow i thought i would full shift but wad the heck i might as well enjoy it...hehe some more i was asked by baby gf to go to a chalet organized by her company..wow a night out wif my baby gf....one in a million and i am going to enjoy a night under the stars with the one i love dear...

i went back home when i finished work and quickly packed my stuffs to go back ikea to go ride a vehicle there...oo yah..i was going to ride a lorry which her father drives..OMG!!! nerve-wrecked...darn..i was talking crap to baby gf and didnt even noe wad i was talking abt...she comforted me and hoping that her dad won't stay along wif cause i was really looking forward to a night under stars wif her....and to not arouse any suspicion i have to act as if i am a cousin to one of my baby gf's work fren..hehe was i totally obedient and she did say that...xD LOL!!

The journey to the chalet was a bumpy but wad was most exciting was...HER DAD WANTED TO GO HOME STRAIGHT AWAY!! WOOHOO!! a dream come true...hehe when we reached to the chalet, tons of food were ready and ate to our heart's delight...we also celebrated 2 birthdaes on that dae and as usual tons of pictures were taken...

After me and baby gf went to the beach and sat under the stars,listened to our fav songs and sang to each other.....aww a night for me to remember most...after that we had to go back since we cant be out too late...we went back and played some cards till tons of laughter was broke out...LOL!! and we chatted till baby gf was tired so i occupied her to slp by my side...and erm...no more info...

The next dae which is todae...we packed up and got back home..i and baby gf went to have breakfast at burger king...and we were one messy couple...hehe xDD and after that we headed to her house to settle down and thought of going to get her camera fixed...instead we watched one of my fav movies...A WALK TO REMEMBER..too bad baby gf didnt get to see me cry as we managed to watch up to the half of it..and after i had to go home since she needs to be wif her frens who needed her more...

and i am here..at home blogging and juz finished eating...stilll hungry and missing my baby gf alot...BABY GF I LOVE U SO MUCH!! hehe xD

-aidil out-

darn argh...

2010-02-19T12:28:00.003+08:00

A a "good" dae to start todae..wow...i hav an itchy cough(feel like scraping my throat with a toilet brush hard),stomach flu like symptoms and giddyness that follows with it...darn...

finally i have decided to go to the doctor...always thought i rather take care of myself than see a doctor...haiz...darn i feel moody todae...and i am complaining alot...LOL..better shut up now..

well off to get ready to see a doctor...juz hope its nothing serious..

-aidil out-

My life?

2010-02-19T01:23:00.003+08:00

Todae was unexpected but fun dae...I was planning to go out wif gf for a movie but when i heard her mum was admitted to the hospital, i suggested to cancel our date and go meet her mum instead...at that instance,her mum called and asked to meet her at TTSH...wow juz as i expected..but i dun mind postponing the movie date cause i understand her mum is more important than the date...we went there wif our formal attire and all..hehe it was my plan actually..and i was freaking nervous...parents-phobia

I waited her outside the A&E while she go see her mum...when she came out,we had to go bugis to get her mum things...that's when she got to noe me even better...baby,thx for accepting me for who i am...i sweated alot along the way...hehe

It was finally meeting her mum...we took the taxi to her hse as her mum was limping and all...i onli can help carry the bags...and nervous plus shy...reached her block..left me and baby to go buy food for me,her and her bro...eat at her hse and played on her guitar for awhile..hehe i am noobie on the guitar...

after that we went to the nearby park, we take a stroll and enjoy the breeze there...we talked and got to noe each other even better...it turns out our dae is like a movie and better than on the cinemas...

a poem for her to express my feeling for her

Another dae passes by
With hopes to see u again
Closing my eyes to dream of u
Forever in my heart etched into it

Holding on to u tighter than usual
Never letting u go to keep u close to me
Ur the onli one that makes me breathless
As i gaze upon ur eyes
I see ur love and sincereness in u

Those promises i made to u
I will forever remember it
Making u smile is my duty
Wiping those tears from dangers ahead

Ur the onli one that i love
Forever we should be
Together as one our hearts will be

Baby i love u...so dearly and so much...look into eyes and u will see the truth..

-aidil out-

My daes...

2010-02-17T23:53:00.003+08:00

This daes have been a really most happening daes in my life...I am going into 2nd year soon but i am so missing my 2nd sem classmates....I really have fun wif them throughout the end of first year...

for my life, i juz unleash my love to a girl whom have been missing frm my life for 1 mth and reappear again after that...hehe 14/2/10 is a dae i will remember..

hehe ok i am lazy to blog more...

-aidil out-

The days...

2010-02-02T22:20:00.004+08:00

Gosh time fly so fast when ur having fun...Being in RP really changed me alot...as i look ovr my shoulder i noticed its have been a year i am in RP....N this class i am in now, really make me smile and wonder..I will miss this class alot...haiz...but we will stay as frens for life..

My focus now is get that motor license and to tone my body already since i have that body mass...It will take at least 3 months for me to get that body i wan..but it will take all my attention and time to get back on track since i hav addicted to DOTA...lol...cutting down now...hehe

Now a random poem in my head..

The days of joy and laughter..
Where dreams are made and realised..
Its up to us to grasp and make it reality..
N also for others to destroy..

We have to be strong in every ways..
To face the odds and gain that happiness..
A drop of happiness to liven up our hearts..
N everyone around you..

We are never perfect as humans..
But are perfect as friends towards others..
Hold out that hand when another needs it..
Giving out that smile to brighten up the day..

LOL...total random..hehe xDD alrite time to wrap up this post..
-aidil out-

2010-01-31T23:39:00.002+08:00

Work work work..is all i have been doing this wkend...lol i really do miss my wkends alot..well at least i am occupying it wif work...xDD hehe well todae was tiring as i was kept standing and have to layan all the customers. well then, there was no that much fussy customers. lucky me! LOL..

well through the day, i was smiling ear to ear...i dun noe why but i seem to be enjoying the day todae...there must be a reason..hmm..O.O well i am now at home....blogging and rotting...have to zzz soon...tmr i am schling!!

-aidil out-

Today?

2010-01-30T00:12:00.002+08:00

Well i went to sch early in the morning as usual...i was a little out of place since morning..feeling like something is missing from me. I had communication skills and i do enjoy the day as per normal as it was my classmate's bdae. AND we surprised her when she least expected it. hehe xD the planner gets planned out. woohoo!! well after that my mood seem gone after that as i realised it was juz a temporary happiness.

After i brought my friends along to my workplace as they wanted to try their luck at my job. Along the way, i feel reluctant to go to work. i got this gut feeling to juz stay away from work todae but i won't i can't change it last min. And i juz forced myself.

When i entered work, i got this wierd feeling in me but i hav to smile for the customers as i was working. when my work ended, it got worse and i realised i rather go back home early and might think it through what's wrong me.

Darn it's been awhile i am emo-ing like this. But i know its' part and parcel of life. Juz have to be strong and get through this.....

-aidil out-

I am in school...

2010-01-28T14:47:00.001+08:00

Lol i am bored...i am currently in sch and juz looking at other teams presenting while i am blogging...AND I AM HUNGRY!!!

-aidil out-

Finally my blog is back..

2010-01-27T23:19:00.002+08:00

Finally my blog is back up and running...I have been busy wif sch and work all this time..and ps i look more like a king kong than last time..lol...alrite i will write in more tmr..

-aidil out-

My dae..

2009-04-20T20:33:00.003+08:00

Whoosh! and the dae pass by to reveal my first dae in my polytechnic yr...lol...it was hectic...cause i was rather quiet myself...trying to open up myself to ppl...well gonna take time to make frens...well it didnt take long though...since to me todae was fun!!

todae i went to sch wif my frens that i went for orientation early in the morning at 7.30.. at woodlands mrt station...and lucky enough i wasnt the late one..lol..i dun noe why...usually i was the later one...hehe well a new sch,a new term,a new me...weee! finally my bad habit is gonna be behind me...we reached sch at 8.15am...lol so early though....BUT there was like tons of ppl at the lift lobby,waiting for the lift...so lazy arh ppl to take the stairs...hehe xDD well i also..finally got into my class which will be mine for 16 wks...SMELL IT AIDIL!! lol..opps i smell my smelly feet...darn...and the lesson started...AND OMG!! its science...AND ITS BIOLOGY!! blood blood blood...

Luckily my team members were easy to click wif..PHEW!! i am in the rite grp...hehe xDD we managed to do things at the same time enjoy our time chatting and disturbing each other sey..and the presentation was fun..i guess i juz hav to cut my fears and do my best..hehe xDD

and overall,my dae hav been fun and enjoyable...i juz more of this dae can? lol but tmr is maths..darn...my weakest subject..NVM!! hav positive thinking...anyways thx for reading!! -aidil out-

3rd dae of the orientation

2009-04-19T17:07:00.002+08:00

3rd dae of orientation

Finally the final dae of the orientation...wake up at ard 5.30am and meet up my frens at the mrt station at woodlands mrt station...and daniel was slow..haha...doing his make up i think..LOL!! at that time we meet up wif 2 frens frm different sch..i cant remember the name sey...it was so wierd..and i cant remember wierd names that well...hehe..xD and off we go to the poly...i cant seem to remember the first part of the dae..since it was boring like hell...then during lunch,as usual eat lunch and slacked ard...X.X boredom runs in the blood...after that,we hav to come out wif a dress made out of paper adn newspaper...nice...and spray painted the dress...we made a snake...i thinks its more like an anaconda...so freaking long lor..

after that i hang out outside since i dun wish to be involved wif the cheer practice..and at nite there was a jam hop party...me,wan cicak and fadhly went back home first to get changed into fresh clothes and head for the party...and i still can squeeze a bit of time to meet up wif my wifey before i went for the party..thx wifey for the drink...and off we went for the party...gosh there was like alot of noise and havoc frm the 3rd floor open space...PARTY TIME!!! the first part was the rock jamming...didnt really got into mood to dance yet...and when they played linkin park-inthe end,i was like high and started dancing like i nvr did..OMG!! then it was rnb-hiphop...danced like there was no tmr sey...i can feel the heat ard me since everyone was dancing and jumping close to each other..i guess it was disco in a legal one..hehe..went back home tired and soaked in sweat...and i went back home first to change before i went out to go out to fetch my wifey frm work...

wow really tiring and FUN dae...thats the end of the orientation...i am so gonna join STUDENT LEADER!! hehe XDDD anyways thx for reading...-aidil out-

2nd dae of the orientation

2009-04-19T16:54:00.002+08:00

2nd Dae Of The Orientation

Okie finally i am gonna blogged abt the 2nd dae of the orientation..I had to wake early in the at 5.30am since i hav to meet up wif my frens at the mrt station...we all meet u at yew tee mrt station since most of them were there...and off we go to republic poly...gosh there was like a big grp of ppl hanging ard the woodlands mrt station...similiar faces as they r wearing the republic poly t-shirt...i really wonder they hav to make it black since they noe it absorbs heat easily...darn...i sweat easily u noe that!! shoot...nvm i noe i gonna hav to endure a dae of games again..we assemblied at the agora hall in our teams...and 9.30am we were off to play the stations again...first of all we had wet captain ball...gosh gosh gosh!! frm the name i knew we hav to be wet anyways...one of my fren got wet badly...hehe xDD but overall it was fun..since finally i got myself involved in the games...

next was the human table soccer..and it was fun..really!! we were to hold hands and play soccer like playing on the soccer table...and thx to my fren,wan cicak,he managed to be the MVP in the game.scoring 2 goals...sweet!! SEG Team 8!! and after that i forgot wad game we had...short term memory sey...at ard 12.30pm we had our lunch..and after that,we slacked for like 3hrs..since no one in my grp brought a laptop for photo blogging...LOL! my fren,fadhly went off at 2pm since it was boring like hell for him...then after he left,we had a cheering practice...and gosh...bored like hell...i went back home at ard 4pm..since i promised my wifey to meet her when i finished my sch...finally its being so long i hav seen my wifey...I MISS U SO DARN ALOT LAH!! wo ai ni!! lol..hehe hang out wif her till ard 8pm..at least i managed to give her tons of kisses...

and i reached home at ard 9pm...and thats the end of dae 2...

Time For and update abt my dae at my poly orientation

2009-04-16T22:33:00.002+08:00

WEEE!! i love the smell of polytechnic!! hehe...finally my long lost dream came true...and its time for me to take charge and change my live into a better one..

Abt my poly orientation..

Dae One
Its was nerve-wreaking feeling as i feel like the first dae in sch again...this time POLY!! lol...luckily i got to noe that my fren frm ITE is in the same course as me..phew...as least i knew smone at a totally new enviroment! i got up at ard 7am and got ready...i went out to take a train at ard 7.50am and met my fren in the train towards woodlands...and finally met up wif her cousin..and met up wif her step bro at choa chu kang...and we all walked frm woodlands mrt towards republic poly...hehe it was a nice feeling...as i looked ard,there was like a hundreds of ppl walking towards republic poly...we all walked towards to agora hall 3 for school of engineering...and got into grp 8...looking ard and seeing a lot of ppl that is unfamiliar towards me makes me wanna juz dig a hole under me and hide in it..LOL!! thats how nervous i was...

after the short briefing abt the orientation,we were given each a buff..i think that is wad its spell..LOL!! and after we had to go off for a game of like amazing race..gosh...at first i thought the sch was small but instead it was huge...tiring sey walk ard like crazy...first station was beat the beat...lol its was havoc...we were asked to follow the student leader beats...and do it as a team...instead we anyhow do and got the point..LOL!! nice work team...hehe then off to the next station and i forgot wad is next sey...oo yah!! its moon ball...eh lazy to explain the game arh..had tons of fun wif that game..xDD then its was lunch time...gosh..WAS I FAMISHED!! during got to noe wif the student leader and another guy in our grp..

after we had more games...more fun and more havoc...hehe xDD it was sheer fun...and finally the dae came to an end at 5pm...

and i am currently missing my wifey...will blog abt my 2nd tmr after i finished my 3rd dae...THX FOR READING MY BLOG!! -aidil out-

My Blog Is Back!!

2009-04-16T00:13:00.002+08:00

Okie i am back..FINALLY!! i hav been busy wif sch..and finally i am out of ITE...N INTO POLY!!! WOOHOO!!! thats why i hav been not blogging...n rite now i am having my orientation rite now...so will be blogging abt it tmr aites? So look forward to it...!!

My life...

2009-02-01T21:20:00.002+08:00

Omg i juz realised i hav onli abt less than a mth left before i am out of ite...n after i wanna try to head for poly!! wah!! i hope i can get into one...and i better be finacially ready!! darn...and ps i wanna get more nice clothes for poly soon...hehe xDD

wow...i hav been up and down moods nowadays...juz getting solutions fro my probs wasnt easy...cause i noe i hav to sacrifice my part of my happiness to eventually move wif my life...but lately i hav been happy cause i bought a new MP4!! woohoo!! finally...n i wanna sell my MP3..anyone wanna buy it? LOL!! xDD i doubt ppl wan...hehe

N OOO YAH!! I FINALLY PASSED MY BASIC THEORY TEST!! WOOHOO!!! 1 STEP CLOSER TO A DRIVING LISENCE!!!

and i wanna ask my dad for a car please!!! hehe xDD wow i am seriously got no shame...juz need to pass my final theory and then i am ready for driving!!! weee!! cant wait arh...juz wanna get it done n over wif before i turn 20...erm..sound old sey...X.X

and i juz wanna write a poem...to express my feelings for now...

Those kisses and hugs we had..
Forever embedded in me..
Looking in ur eyes and seeing u smile..
Brings me life and joy...
Juz like the first time i fall in love..

Holding on to ur hands and nvr let go..
Wishing u were forever by my side..
Gripping on the hopes that love will make us strong..
Till it aches my heart to its limits..

I am juz a guy wif no hopes for life..
N all i wanna do is to do well for life..
Getting through it wif a amended heart..
Juz that i got too over myself..
Till it hurts me inside..

You will nvr wad is in my heart..
Shutting and locking it up frm you noeing..
I rather keep it quiet...
N Tell You...I Love You..

lol okie...this a poem to express my current feelings rite...well...emo-ish huh? SHHH!! hehe xDD well thx for reading!! -aidil out-

Did i do the right decision?

2009-01-23T14:05:00.002+08:00

sry i haven been blogging lately...i was having projects here and there...luckily i managed to finish it slowly one at a time..phew...hehe xDDDD and i realised i will be leaving ITE dover ina few months sey...i am so gonna rindu the place...X.X

mm okie i am gonna write a poem abt my feelings rite now...

My heart is upside down..
wif my mind in my mouth...
Cant decide if i did right...
I juz hav to let it go..

My heart was once closed..
Nvr wanting to love again..
I closed my eyes to let it go..
but u grabbed on to me even when i say no..

You opened my eyes and made me confused..
Why do u still cling on me?
Its because you love me..
Nvr wanting to let go of me..

Slowly i opened my heart to let u in..
Feelings start to scramble..
Am i lying to myself?
Or to u?

Time will slowly reveal itself..
Will it cut my heart?
Or will it heal my heart?
Juz hav to believe in myself and move on wif life..

You love,like,admire me..
Gonna give myself some time to love u..

mm okie that a poem abt my feelings lately...some people might wad i am talking abt...haiz...thx for reading...-aidil out-

My week...

2009-01-11T00:28:00.004+08:00

woohoo!! finally my week is coming to an end...wow...quite hectic wk for me...finally i went back to sch..n see my frens...!!

mondae was a slow dae...it was going to be a long dae cause i end at 5pm on that...LOL! went retarded for the whole dae...n i got more merepek than ever...first i had electrical practice class...since it was the first dae of sch...we nvr learn anything but listen to 2 of my classmates who went to germany..WAH!! i wanna go overseas..jealous sey...listening to them makes me wanna migrate to australia...my dream country to live in...xDDD AIDIL WAKE UP!!! go get a gd and stable job...hehe...then second lesson,robotics...wow to me its boring sey...as usual started on a new topic...even though i sit far frm the whiteboard n always chit chat wif my fren..we still manage to absorb smthing into our head..LOL!! then after that went back home to rest up for tmr...

tuesdae was quite ok..i had lifeskills lesson first..boring...juz use the com to do test..hehe then finally some physical education!! woohoo!! time for me to head for the gym...my fav spot..work out for abt 1hr...then went out to play badminton wif my classmates..retarded sey we play...xDDD then one of my fren started to flirt ard wif a girl frm another class...cey cey..xDD then after pe we went to hav our lunch...then ard 1pm,i hav electrical practice class..we started ona new topic...wow...totally blurred out sey...i dun even understand at first...luckily manage to do some when i read it all over again..my memory in my brain spoil already! LOL!! xDD then after class,i went out back home..hehe..

wed is a ok dae for me...had a flexible manufacturing system class...darn boleh tido sey...BORING!! i chatted wif my fren alot...but still we still manage to understand wad teacher was teaching abt...my fren who was sitting at the front did not even understand...LOL!! then after that,we had lunch...YUMS!! then we had another lifeskills class...being retarded in class wif my frens...had a big laugh..XDDD after class,i went out wif my fren to west mall...to ise cream and lepak at tghe interchange...wow...we cuci our mata for awhile..lucky for him arh...got see his type..wth!! my kind so few...sob sob...then we hit back home at ard 7pm..

thurs is quite a hectic dae for me...in the morning i promised my fren go to imm to follow buy headphones...then i also promise to teach my another fren in his robotics...LOL!! we walked ard like so many times ard..xDD finally we found the headphones..but it was the type that he wanted..darn...we walk for so long sey...then we all hit the banquet to fill our tummy...well actually it was mine onli...hehe...then i met up wif my sec sch fren...after that i taught my fren abit of robotics...then we r off to our class at ard 1pm...i had basic x class...i did my work like 1 hardwrking freak sey...seriously i was doing my wrk..o.o after class,i had to go work..sianz....lol...

fridae was ok ok onli dae...i got my project class at 8am...i onli got myself hardwrking up to 10.30am..my stomach was growling...so darn hungry sey..then i got some sort of an agruement wif my fren...LOL!! well it was abt my final year project...thats why..then i hit home after class to rest up before hitting the gym at ard 4pm...wow i stayed ther for like 2 hrs sey...first time i am doing that alone..xDD LOL!! then after that i rest at home for while before going to work for sunrise shift...argh...darn...slow and boring sey...then i meet up a new girl wrking there at my work place..well didn't talk to her that much...

then now i am at home...juz got back home frm work...and met up wif the new girl for work..haha..she was fun to talk to...at least i got smone to teman me to work...or else i will be bored to death sey at wrk...hate wrking alone sey...xDD

eh anyways sun i will be wrking 3pm-11pm...sianz..zzzzz..before that i will be hitting the gym...like i always do...6PACKS PLEASE!! LOL XDD..

ok i am hitting my bed...darn tired sey...my eyes is like closing already..anyways thx for reading my blog...

how abt a random poem for my feelings...

I woke up wif start
Wif the sun shining through the window
Getting up is such a hassle
Without a motive in life

I get lazy and restless
Wif a heavy heart i try to get through this dae
It wasn't easy
But i put on my fake smile

Even though i see nthing in my eyes
I sense smthing in my heart
A knife struck through my heart
Without anyone caring for it

Pushing myself to move on is my objective
Seeing the rest of the year with an open heart and mind
Making my smiles for those ard me
For them who hav helped me alot

thx for reading!!! -aidil out-

My new year Madness!!

2009-01-02T00:09:00.004+08:00

Wow..i didn't noe its already 2009..LOL!! A NEW YEAR...A NEW LIFE FOR ME...but at times i dun wish to move on in my life..but juz go back in time...n change some things that i hav done..i seek forgiveness frm some ppl..wow buat mcm hari raya gitu eh? but still there is still 1 more person that doesn't seem to even take notice of me..haiz...make it even harder to see through 2009...but hey i noe my frens and family will be there by side...so i gonna fake my smile through this yr...oppz!! time to tell wad happen on the nite of new year!!

i woke up frm my deep slumber at ard 12pm...cause i had to work the dae before till 7am..n i hav to meet up wif alif to go do my robotics project..LOL!! we went to west mall library..but i washed my eyes for awhile since he was late!!! MUAHAHAHA!! lol..then he came at 2.30pm..we went off for the library and found a seat in the kids corner...hehe xD well to tell u all the truth...we managed to do 20mins for robotics..while the remaining 40mins,we talked abt stuffs outside studies..hehe..at ard 3.30pm,we decided to go walk ard west mall..mcm biasa lah...go wash eyes!! then we window shop like woman like that...hehe..but tiring arh...we decided to go home at ard 5pm..then i got call frm my fren asking me where i am going for the countdown party..but told him that i already hav plans for myself..

i went back to get myself ready for a countdown party wif my sec frens...woohoo!! i went out at ard 9pm to meet one of my frens to head off for causeway point..quite boring leh...the past 2 yrs i hav been going there for my countdown party!! I DUN CARE NEXT YR I AM GOING TO SENTOSA OR MARINA BAY!! mauahahaha!! then we took the train frm bukit gombak mrt and we hav to wait for another fren there..and darn was he late...me and my fren went walk ard first...wow so many ppl...O.O we waited for him till ard 11pm then he arrived..LOL!! darn u!! then we enjoyed the countdown party...hip hop dance..bands playing...n FINALLY THE COUNTDOWN!! 2009!! wee..after that we went crazy!!! party! well not really...we stayed for awhile there...then we went off to lepak smwhere else..juz 3 of us...we went back to bukit batok and bought food and drinks frm 7-11...danger!! but dun buy too much shark drink...after that we went to "bukit batok PLAZA"...hehe and sat on the stairs...we became high like being on drugs after drinking shark...hehe...here is my retarded pic...
wow plain retarded rite? we made a lot of noise..caught alot of attention...and i did my retarded dance in front of the traffic light...N ITS JUZ 3 OF US!! LOL!! luckily no one called the police...phew...xDD n then we went back to our respective homes at ard 3am...wow...this is my life...this is how i live it...hehe xD

anyways thx for reading my blog...i juz wanna go to rest now...having a throbbing headache now...xDD -aidil out-

Wad u all hav been waiting for...

2008-12-29T00:44:00.005+08:00

I noe...i promised that i will write in my new year resolution..hehe yea...cause it hav been a bumpy 2008 for me...i juz hope my wishes will come true for this upcoming 2009...but without us making a headstart into making those wishes come,we hav to suffer first rite? thats wad i always been saying to myself..

at first i dun wish to end this yr wif so many probs in my life..but life nvr wait for anyone...its either we move on or move out..n its part and parcel of life...i put on a smile and noe that there is still other things that is fairly impt in my life for me to concentrate...but thx to my dear friends who hav been there for me...through thick and thin..and in the end i got some of my gd luck coming to me..A happy end of year for me? hehe xDD wow enough talk!! time for my new year resolution..

Its not in order of importance!

1)TO MAKE MY PARENTS PROUD(thats every child wish and mine too..hehe)

2)TO OBTAIN A 3 POINTS AND MORE FOR MY GPA(if i concentrate more in my studies,i noe i can make it...cause i noe i am smart juz that i am also lazy..)

3)GET MY DRIVING LICENSE AS FAST AS POSSIBLE(get through the tests and prac wif ease and without any probs)

4)GET INTO A POLYTECHNIC(either film studies or media-biz studies)

5)KEEP MY LONG HAIR(woohoo!! thats my greatest wish)

6)EARN A BIT MORE FRM MY JOB(so that i noe i can support myself and giving a part to my mum)

7)GET THAT BLOODY 6 PACKS!!(i can see them...but they r bloody stubborn..HMPF)

8)URGE TO SMOKE AGAIN?(maybe...maybe not..lets juz see how strong am i mentally)

9)TO LOVE SOMEONE WHO LOVES ME THE WAY I AM(a serious relationship i am refering to)

10)TO FORM A BAND(a dream that i hav been wanting since i was sec 3)

11)TO GAIN A BIT MORE KILOS(maybe juz abt 5kg more)

12)TO HAV A FULL MEDICAL CHECKUP FOR MYSELF?(i hav thinking abt for quite some time..LOL!!)

13)TO LOVE MY FATHER AGAIN(complicated)

14)GET A MOTORCYCLE LICENSE AFTER I GET MY DRIVING LICENSE(so i can hav 2 vechicles to ride!!)

15)GET A KITTEN(i badly wan a kitten..)

16)TO SPEND MORE TIME WIF FRENS N FAMILY ALOT MORE

17)TO BE NOT MONEY OBSESSED(i can see that i am going to become one..)

18)TO WALK ARD SINGAPORE ON FOOT(my craziest idea i hav in my head)

19)WISHING FOR MORE GD LUCK?(LOL..i am greedy for gd luck!)

20)TO IMPROVE MY SINGING(i sound sucky for now...lol..)

21)WISHING FOR SMTHING UNEXPECTED TO HAPPEN IN MY LIFE(a happy one)

22)TRYING TO CUT DOWN MYSELF FRM BEING MR NICE GUY(i suffered alot being mr nice guy...)

23)TO MEET MY CHILDHOOD SWEETHEART(gosh...another one of my greatest wish)

24)TO GET MARRIED BEFORE I TURN 30(at most)

25)TO SEND MY MUM ON A PILGRIMAGE(my mum always wanted that...and i wanna fulfill her wish...)

26)TO LEARN HOW TO SWIM?(seriously i dun noe how to swim sey...hehe)

27)TO BE A RADIO DEEJAY(i love this job...hehe)

ok i think thats all for 2009...hehe xDD well its quite alot for me to fulfill them by new yr...but i hope i can at least fulfill some of them...anyways thx for viewing my blog!!! and this is aidil signing off for a countdown party to look forward to!! -aidil out-

My New Year Resolution...

2008-12-26T19:49:00.002+08:00

LOL!! 2008 will be ending in abt 5daes...OMG!! but i hav been liking my end of year daes...looks like i am going to like 2009 even more..hehe xD i cant wait for the last dae...btw look out for my new year resolution i will be blogging abt on the 30th of december..it will be long...xDD

SO LOOK OUT FOR IT AITES? Whoosh~ -aidil out-

I am finally back!!

2008-12-18T17:58:00.003+08:00

phew...its been a long time i do anything to my blog...well there is too much for me to handle and too much for me to overcome...haiz...luckily i am trying to overcome this probs a step at a moment...

well i am going out now...going work frm 9pm to 7am the next morning!! xDD

Ok i am bored..

2008-10-20T22:09:00.003+08:00

LOL!!! i am so bored that i am going to blog in abt things that are merepek to the max...xDDDD

5 things abt MEH u nvr noe abt!!

1-You all wanna noe...I spread crappy jokes even though i hav a caring heart to care for ppl all ard me...LOL!!! ppl wan to believe it or not...its ur choice..hehe xDD

2-another thing abt me is....my lips will turn deep red when i drink red syrup...like a girl's lips when they wear lipstick...LOL!!! argh!! wad to do i hav and equal mind of a man and woman...hehe xDD

3-I was fat...very fat...weighing abt 75kg when i was in sec 1...well if ppl dun believe me,i go upload a pic in awhile...
THIS IS THE ONE!!! hard to believe rite? well i get alot of that..lol...o.o

4-I am childish...very childish...when it comes to getting noe new ppl...i hav a mind of a 12 yr old..in this body of a teen 18 yr old...hehe xDD

5-LAST BUT NOT LEAST!!! i eat more than 4 times a dae...if there is food in my house...LOL!!! yups yups...i eat like a slob...well more like a pig...MUAHAHAHA!! xDDD well okie thx for viewing!!!

Dead blog is up and running...for now..

2008-10-16T22:49:00.004+08:00

LOL!! wow so long i nvr been blogging in abt my life huh? hehe xDD ok fine time to blog-ed in it...xDD

Weee!! finally sch has started...yesh i was dead bored at home...well not really...i was busy wif jln jln raya wif my frens and work...AND most impt is i went out wif my beloved elmo..hehe xDD well the gd days hav to come to an end...time for me to buck my studies and aim for poly...FILM,SOUND,VIDEO or MASS COMM!! lol i dun even noe if i can get in...haiz...that is so my dream course...so i better aim 2.8 gpa...MUST DO BETTER!!! I CAN DO IT!! LOL!! oppz juz smthing to help motivate myself to study better...

And my sch time table is a bit sucky though...i am going to end lastest at ard 5pm...wah no fun one..well i hav to face it...and the books are getting thicker..o.o wth...its like a dictionary..i prefer reading dictionary rather than my textbk...mauahahaha!! nah!

My hair hav gotten longer...weee!! i noe i noe...u all gonna say...action sey..LOL!! finally my dream emo hair is gonna come true...BUT!! my teacher saw my long hair....and told those wif long hair to cut it...argh...this hair hav been growing since last 2 mths...well i hav better think of a way to escape my teacher's eyes...I NOE!! WEAR A HAIRBAND AND A SKIRT!! lol! xDD siao!! i will nvr do that...but if smone dared me too,i will do it...xDDD

my relationship wif her is such a blissful one...gosh i nvr felt love like this wif my other exs...she is such a nice and loving girl who deserve every single of my love...hehe...xDD i juz wish we could live nearer to each other...but love hav no boundaries...no matter how far both of us are...and time flew by so quickly..ILHSM!!

and finally some pics wif my frens during jln jln raya...
Alif and Me Wif Shades cause its too bright in the bus!!!
Group photo on stage!!Retarded me on the train!!! xDDWTF are they looking at? LOL!!

and well thats all..hehe anyways thx for viewing my blog...ENJOY UR DAE EVERYONE!!

2008-10-02T16:34:00.003+08:00

Selamat Hari Raya!! MUAHAHAH!! A month of fasting and redemption hav already passed..NOW ITS TIME FOR CELEBRATION!! well i enjoyed my first dae of celebration...and finally i am going to blog my dae..since my blog is like dead...better do it fast cause i might going out in awhile...hehe xDDDD

ok i had a busy dae on the nite of hari raya...i had to help my mum wif the household chores...hey i still do household chores k? xDD n i still hav time to go to the gym for while since i hav to go buy bottled drinks after that....wee~ then i went back home at ard 10pm..n psst~ i went to smoke machine before i went back home...X.X i some sort broke my promise to my elmo...temptation...haiz....but i noe i shld try to control myself...trying to stop smoking~ hehe xDD

n after all that household chores,i knocked out...lol i was seriously tired sia...hehe and i woke up at 11am the next morning...wow...X.X

n my house is shining wif goldness wif so many things yellowish gold...xDDD hehe eh i think i hav to go now...psst~ i juz woke up frm my beauty slp though...and now i need to bathe... adn maybe pics speak a thousand words huh?

This Wk...

2008-09-20T14:45:00.003+08:00

Wee! i am back to blog in abt my wk...eh sry i didn't hav time to blog...i was busy this whole wk...mostly i hav been going out and t work...yums yums~ LOL!!! well i cant really tell u abt every single dae happenings...but i can tell u things that me smile...

me,my big sis and my cuzzins had a day out...as usual its the same ppl in my whole family that get well along wif each other..hehe...we all decided to buka outside together as we did this almost every single yr...we all meet up at paya lebar mrt station n walked in the bazzar..well i feel like it hav shrunk...last time it was bigger than this yr...or maybe i am juz dreaming...LOL!! ooo yah...another purpose for this outing was my cuzzin wanted to buy a baju kurung...at first i thought that was his excuse to ask us out...lol..but in the end he did buy a baju kurung...yea!! well this yr was fun...but last yr was still the best...hehe xDDD and thx cuzzins for making fun of me..bluek! caplak and big gup!! LOL!!! xDD

another occassion is i went out wif my elmo..hehe xDD psstt!! cant tell u all the details...juz that i can say...it hav been a really memorable time i had been wif her...as she helped to release my past to start anew wif her...awww...120908!! hehe...

mm anyways i am gonna stop here for now..my hands already tired...gonna go msg her...hehe anyways thx for reading...n if there are going to be spammers in my blog later...i wanna say thx for coming and come again...xDDD

120908...

2008-09-13T11:55:00.001+08:00

120908....a date for me to remember...hehe...u noe...i noe...

I love 120908!! hehe xDDD

Abt Todae..

2008-09-11T18:09:00.002+08:00

Todae...Todae...Todae...

Hehe...i am back frm a dae of "outing"...lol...well i am tired frm a dae of walking...xDD

todae i woke up at ard 4.30am to eat....ps its a torture but i noe i hav to...well at least i am improving myself to wake up early in the morning...lol..i also managed to call smone to juz talk abt stuffs...that sure put a smile on my face todae...hehe xDD

well after that i went back to slp...cause i was darn tired...i woke up again at ard 11.45am as i was suppose to meet smone at amk...well as i was being always the late guy,i reached there as per normal....late...lol...i was very unlucky as i miss the bus when i was abt to go down to the bus stop..and miss the mrt when i juz reached there...argh...so darn unlucky...but nvm at least i can enjoy some quite time listening to my mp3..YESH!! xDDD

after i reached there,i had to wait as she was gonna come and find me...the first she did was to smack me on the shoulder..wow nice...xDD as she wanted me to teach her how to do maths,we decided to go to the library...and we had to walk quite a distance to reach there...during the journey,she really laughed her lungs out...hehe...i guess she cant my merepek-ness...xDD

after we reached there,we took quite some time to find a place cause i really dun mind where we sit...and then finally it was time for me to teach her...eh at least i managed to teach some maths while at the same time joked ard..Yesh!! we stayed there for up to 4pm...cause she needed to go home already...darn so fast? well we went all the way back to amk mrt station...and went to the bus stop...we decided to stay for awhile there...and finally she went back home...

and now i am blogging in...tired and especially hungry...LOL!!

oo yah...i wanna type a poem..juz some random thoughts...

Everytime i look
i look at my heart
noeing that its broken
i try to mend it

with every stitch
i feel the pain like a thousand needles poking through me
i try to endure but it was too unbearable
i put an act to show i am ok

i force a smile juz how i force myself
to be happy and nvr down again
its nvr easy to act it out
but my heart will keep on bleeding juz like how i cut myself

but i noe this is life where there is nvr perfection
and i noe myself i am not perfect too
why shld i care abt other ppl opinion of me?
cause finally in the end i will get accepted...

a totally random poem huh? anyways thx for viewing!! -aidil out-

FINALLY I AM BACK!!

2008-09-10T23:02:00.002+08:00

ok i am seriously need to revamped my blogspot sia...like so bloody dead...LOL!! haha...well there is so many things happening wif my life...a major had juz hit and struck me directly through my heart...it hurts but i noe its part of life...hey...no matter wad i will retain my title as retard MAN!! Woohoo!!!

gosh i am so tired this daes...cause its my fasting mth...and i hav to like put some time into my gym-ing...cause i am going straight to serious gym-ing rite now...I WANNA GET THAT 6-PACKS AND BICEPS!! lol...i guess ppl will be like wondering rite? Me? An Emo Guy going gym...hey i can read ur minds...hehe....cause this is one of new yr wishes for this yr...and its coming to an end...but lucky my body is making some progress...YESH!!!!

my life huh? complicated to the max....juz wish to find that princess...a perfect princess who makes wanna save her wif my merepek-ness...LOL!!!! xDDDD

eh anyways i will type abt tmr's event....cause i am gonna do smthing special tmr...hehe...yesh!! i can't wait!! well u guys and girls can wait rite?

hmm u wan i wanna juz type a poem to express my feeling rite now...

This life i hav isn't smthing i wan
Its juz too much for me to handle
I get the urge to see it through
But i hav to keep on moving cause my heart still beating

I walk down this road with bumps and probs
But i ain't gonna stop cause i hav the reason
to move on wif life and search the ans

I may be hurt but nvr destroyed
cause my loved ones will always be there
there will always be a dark one among them
destroying my hope and reason to live

I always believe in myself
cause its always me who brought me back to my feet
with this note i am seeing the light and grasping it

wow....ps i wrote this straight frm my heart...and its instant..LOL!! anyways ths\x for viewing my blog...CYA!!!

Wee!! An achievement todae!!

2008-06-08T21:41:00.002+08:00

Wow...todae is my tiring but fun dae!! wan to noe wad happened to me todae? get ready!!

Todae i woke up at ard 7am..cause i hav a sudden urge to jog...O.o i forced my fren to go jogging wif me..n go to the gym after the jog...crazy huh? well i went out in my tired state while waiting my fren at the fitness corner...after that we did some stretching some excercises..and OFF WE GO!! ps the jog will be frm Hong Kah Primary School to (listen to this) JURONG POINT!!! well it was my fren's crazy idea though...but hey...I NEED TO TRAIN UP MY STAMINA!! so i decided to give a try...we started jogging at a slow pace...wow...halfway we decided to rest for awhile...a pitstop for us...gosh...i was sweating like a crazy dog...but we were onli at...make a guess people...chinese garden...after all that running,onli at chinese garden? wth...after abt 5 mins,we continued jogging...and this time all the way to jurong point...and the total time taken...1hr...LOL!!! and after that we hav to meet wuf my fren's fren...o.o...we meet them up at jurong point n after that we went to the gym located at the jurong east stadium...and at the same time,my legs were like cramping up..argh X.x...but i noe i hav to discipline myself...we got into the gym...and i got the shock of my life!! wow the gym was like big and the machine was like new...and ps it was like a bit heavier than i usually do at bukit gombak gym or choa chua kang gym...but that feeling of making me to work my body to the limits was fun...hehe!! i am crazy!! and we stayed there for like 1hr 30mins...and my whole body was like going shut down and go into hibernation...xDDDD me and my fren who jogged wif me decided we jogged all the way back..frm jurong point to bukit batok....even in our body state like that,we decided to go wif the plan....BUT!! we jogged all the way to lakeside station,and our legs started to cramp...and we decided to take the bus home...or else we hav to drag our legs home...argh!! but to me the jog was an achievement and an added excitement to my life...and after i reached home, i bathe cause i was smelling worse than a pig...and i knocked out for like 3 hrs...darn my whole body was tired...

well thats all i can abt todae..thx for viewing my blog!!! and to my beloved sayang, I LOVE YOU FOREVER AND EVER!! and now i miss her...-aidil out-

Wow i am finally back frm not blogging...

2008-06-08T00:13:00.007+08:00

LOL!! finally i am back people...i hav been so busy wif so many things to take care...school projects, job, and my life...well i hav so many to talk abt...especially the recent river raft competition at clark quey...wadever the place is spelt...LOL!! xDDD

well actually before we went for the competition,i had to get down and dirty to make a raft which will float and fast....and that seriously took abt 3 wks to make...my team had to rush because our team was like the www.lastminute.com...and ps within that time we did not even try the raft if it floats...O.o that raises my eyebrow...well here is the picture of the making of the raft...
A pic wif my frens and the teacher in charge...LOL..and this was taken 1 dae before the actual competition...the process of making the raft was fun...cause our teacher belanja us food..MUAHAHAHA!! well on the actual dae we had even more food...wow!

more pics on the raft...
this is our completed raft...Nice huh? LOL!! and my name is even on it...
my name wif a cross....o.o...
the competition was fun...cause that was like tons of ppl of there...rafts....girls...LOL!! nah...and i got sun tanned...to everyone who came to the competition on that dae...i was the guy wearing the white and red cap...xDDD

more pics...this pic is taken after the competition in sch..and now i feel tired arh...LOL!! tmr i will tell the full story on my current life..btw thx for viewing my blog!! and to my beloved sayang,i will forever cherish u n love u..Happy belated anniversary my honey pie!! DNA!! -aidil out-

finally i am back..

2008-04-26T18:52:00.003+08:00

Re-VAMPED!! weee!! finally my blog is up and running...well maybe cause i am juz lazy to update my blog...LOL!! well at least i am finally blogging in rite now!! xDDDD ps i was pestered by my gf to update my blog...X.X Yes honey...i am finally blogging rite now...hehe...

okie thats all...will be blogging in abt wad hav been happening in my life tmr...i am so damn hungry...cya all!!!!

My Holidae in Ipoh...

2008-03-10T07:15:00.002+08:00

Weee~ i am back people..hehe...i hav lots of enjoyable moments and some shocking things to blog abt...xDDD well lets get on wif it..

Fridae:
This was the dae i was gonna depart frm singapore to Ipoh...and it was at 9 pm...argh~ i was anxious and the same time happy to get on the bus...btw it was gonna be an executive bus...LOL!! woot! i msged my honey pie before i got on the bus knowing that i will miss her alot...after that,at ard 9.50 pm, me,my mum,my big and little sis got on the bus...wow! it was nice and spacious..the chair was comfortable n there was a computer connected to everyone single chair...and then we were off...the trip frm the golden mile to the tuas checkpoint took...well believe it or not..3 HOURS!! wtf!! i got bored with waiting and listened to my mp3 and studied for my exam while waiting for it reach the checkpoint...after that,i started to miss singapore....cause i gonna miss her alot...3 daes is like...3 YEARS to me...after we past through the 2 checkpoints,we were finally on the way to ipoh..hmm i was tired and bored by the darn long waiting time at the checkpoint..i went to take a long rest...even though i managed to watch a movie titled 'Pulse'...it was a horror movie...well was not that scary...the trip took a total of 7 hours to reach ipoh...when we reached that main office there,we were to call our uncle to come fetch us up...but none of our hp managed to get through cause spore lines cant be used in malaysia...darn...so i went to ask the bus main office desk whether we can use their phone..but the uncle say they can onli call home number..and not handphone number...i was like pissed by the response...and my first impression of malaysians..STINGY! we were at lost and waiting outside the office...did not know wad to do...after 40mins,my mum and i decided to try our luck again...this time at the desk was an auntie...AND WAD A RELIEF!! she helped us call our uncle and saying that we hav been waiting quite long..and she said that he was otw...phew~

Saturdae:
After that,our uncle picked us up..and helped us check into a hotel nearby...wee~ it was a spacious room wif 2 queen sized bed....and an LCD TV!! can i bring it home wif me? LOL..we went to rest and wash up till 2 pm...cause at that time we were to go off for a wedding at my uncle's house..i got tons of rest cause of the comfortable bed...xDDD after that, we went to my uncle's house..but otw there,we in the car at the expressway...when suddenly a kid aged about 3 yrs old came running in front of our car! luckily my cousin's fren was not driving that fast and managed to stop in time...and the kid was like wondering wad was he doing on the road thus the kid as he walked back and fro of the road...my cousin's fren went out the car and quickly stopped the traffic to let the kid away frm harm into his home...he later went to scold at the parents of the child...and guess wad the parents were doing...THEY WERE FREAKING WATCHING TV!!! WTF! and they nearly lost a child..i was like was get out of the car and scold vulgarities..argh~ another bad impression of malaysia...luckily everyone was not harmed..phew...we got at the uncle's house finally and it was packed...i went to up some long lost cousins...wow i did not even recognize them already...and vice versa for them...xDD i did not really involve myself for the wedding..cause after i went to eat,i went inside and some sort took a nap...LOL!! i woke when my family and my wak's family wanted to go town and juz shop for awhile before we go to our respective hotels..yippee! i can go and get some things that i badly wanted..we had a trouble finding for a parking space..cause there were like cars everywhere? O.O finally we managed to find a space...N OFF TO SHOPPING!! ps i suck at shopping..LOL..and also they were like alot of mats-wannabe..and minahs...some act pretty girls...nak cuci mata..tak boleh...kena cuci dengan chlorine lagi bagus...on wif the shopping...i went to buy myself a jacket and gym gloves...and my family bought some things too...after that we went back to my uncle's house and it was raining heavily...FLOOD EVERYWHERE!!! LOL! we went there and ate some dinner..and went back to our hotel...but before watching the first half of man utd vs ports....

phew argh...i am tired..i still hav to go to sch at ard 10 am...i am write in abt the 2nd half..later when i reach home...hehe...xDD cya later!!

Juz gonna miss her alot...

2008-03-07T14:05:00.003+08:00

Hey Hey i am back...well..i onli gonna be posting abt todae onli though...hehe..xDDD

well i was pretty tired to go to sch actually but i forced myself to get up n dragged myself to the toilet...cause todae i will be going to malaysia for a wedding to be held whom is my cousin frm my father side family...seriously i dun even noe anynoe frm my father side family...argh...n of course i feel more reluctant to go..even more i thought i wanna go out wif my honey pie this wkend...n spend some precious time together....ARGH~ even if i dun wan to go...my parents will force me too...haiz...i already miss her though...i juz wanna go n run to her house n live outside her house...

well after that i went to sch in a tired state...feeling more lethargic to enter class...well i hav to finish up my class assignments...luckily i managed to finish up 3 more before i am going to hav my exam next wk...N ITS THE FINAL YR EXAM FOR ME!! DX i dun like it one bit...looks like i hav to study in malaysia all by myself....plans to study wif my frens...TOTALLY DASHED!!! SERIOUSLY I DUN NOE WHY I AM SO EASILY FLARING UP EVEN AT THE SLIGHTEST THINGS!! ARGH~!!! the more i wan to run away frm home...haiz...negative thoughts again...

hmm well i juz wanna ask to all of u...I WILL MISS U ALL MY FRENS,BEST FRENS!! I LOVE U ALL!! To my beloved dear...I LOVE U FOREVER N I AM ALREADY MISSING U!!! X.X

thx everyone for reading this blog...cya again on mondae where i will blog abt wad happen in malaysia on mondae...BB!!!

Wad happened these daes...

2008-02-16T20:59:00.002+08:00

Kiung kiung~ i am back to blog abt wad happened int he life of emo teen...hehe xDD sry i haven blogged in for quite some time now...hmmm i noe valentine's dae is over...aww so imma wish u all a HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAE!!!

Hmmm wad happenend to me on that dae u all ask? eh i went to see my cute lovely spongybaby...aww i miss her so much that i wanted to bite her..RAWR!! hehe..well on that i went back to twss to see n on that same dae i got a test in sch..but luckily i manage to pass it...woohoo~ going so far so gd...weee~ we stayed at the canteen juz rest side by side..before we decided to take off...as it was quite late...haiz...so i sent her home..But we were hanky panky-ing..as i decided to walk to her house so as we can spend more time wif each other...with kisses n all...N I WILL NOT TELL U MORE ON THAT!! SHH~ all i can say...I love u so much my spongybaby...i juz love the kiss we had...it will forever be embedded in this heart of mine..forever...

hmmm well i can really happened on other daes...cause i onli went to the gym n thats all...boring rite? well at least at most i found myself a hobby to do..THAT IS TO BUILD MY MUSCLE MASS!! hehe..*dreams of 6 packs* Yum~

ok abt todae? FUN!!! N MORE HANKY PANKY!! todae was the twss carnival...n darn i came to twss at ard 12 pm...n it was already gonna be closing..haiz...darn ME!! why!? i wanted to come to sch at ard 10 am...nvm lah...i juz walked ard wif akid n fir n saw all the stalls...I WANTED TO PLAY THE DUNKING MACHINE!! BUT I ONLI WAN TO DUNK MR RALPH!! but his turn was over..ARGH~~ well i got to meet old frens...awww...I MISS U ALL!! hehe...n i got myself soaked..nice one...seriously i wasn't expecting that...but luckily i was wearing black so it wasn't that obvious...xDDD n i went home wif her at ard 4 pm...but before eating wif her...N "other stuffs"...DUN ASK ME WAD!! KAYPOH ONLI!! LOL!! xDDDD

well thats all actually...cause i hav short term memory...a very bad one...btw thanks to all for reading this blog...I LOVE U ALL!! hehe...n especially to spongybaby...I love U MORE!! -aidil out- CHOW!!

Wad u guys hav been waiting for...

2008-02-07T02:57:00.000+08:00

Darn sry blogging in this early int he morning...i was juz missing her too much..that i hav been feeling uneasy nowadays..argh! wads wrg wif me...oppz sry lets get back on wad is happening in my life...

Eh my sch? haha wad can i say...fun! even at times i do wonder why i came to ITE...maybe smthing gd will come out of it...well in my sch there is a "crazy" guy which nvr fail to make a fool out of himself...me n my frens would nvr fail to see him during every lunch time at the canteen...he would start by singing...ps his voice seriously suck...n then he will take his helmet n jungle it ard like a ball...he would do the same wif his handphone....i dun noe would his fren stand him sia...o.o kiung kiung!~

Eh now u asking abt my life? hmm can i juz say it getting more sour k? there is one incident where out of the sudden i vent all my anger at my big sister n started to push her...i dun noe wad came over me...i juz got so angry that i stomped out of the house n juz walked ard bukit gombak at 10 pm...even though my father called my hp wanting me to go,i ignored his call n juz sms-ed my dear...if any of u felt like smthing in u wanting to burst out n do smthing stupid...well this was such incident to me...i burst into tears when i got home...cause i was expecting to get beaten up by father for wad i hav done...but instead he hugged me n comforted me...that wad made me cried harder...maybe the stress frm the divorce of my parents was still in me all this time...
i wished every nite that i could go back in time n prevent my parents frm breaking up...but i noe that i juz an ordinary teen..wif simple needs like parent's love...haiz...i dun wish continue on abt this topic k? it pains my heart...

My love life u ask? well me n her juz celebrated our anniversary...hehe n there will be more anniversaries to come..nah~ i cant tell u how long it hav been...find it yourself...xDDD well i think i shld be slping rite now...hmm to my dear,i love u...i juz wan to say this a thousand times to her...how much she mean to me...D.N.A forever...

thx everyone for reading my blog...If i dun see u tmr,Gd Morning...Gd Afternoon...Gd Everning..N Gd Nite!! hehe xDDD

Wait for it...:D

2008-02-06T01:39:00.000+08:00

Okie...sry i haven been blogging in that much...cause i hav a life to take care of...so i will be busy...but juz for everyone..i will blog for wad hav happened in my life tmr aites? So LOOK OU FOR TMR!! -aidil out- CHOW!!

Time For Dae 2..

2008-01-06T20:22:00.000+08:00

Time For Dae 2 for the sec 1 camp....xDDD

Saturday:Hmm..I woke up at ard 6 am cause the bloody mb rm was cold to the max...n i cant slp argh~ since i woke up earlier than the rest of the mb gang,i decided to take a walk outside the rm...n let my mind rest...after a dae of probs...haiz...the rest woke up at ard 6.30 am...n we all went to brush our teeth n went up to the hall for the sec 1 morning pt...lol..i was like half dead...so i juz went up the stage n sat down behind one of the curtains...n after the freaky pt,we hav breakfast...xDDD *munch munch* LOL hehe we finally got some energy for us to last for the rest of the long dae....even though i was not in the gd mood...i try to put a smile in front of everyone...after that the sec 1 were having the cheers rehearsal..while me n ahmad hav to "pack some candles wif tissues at the bottom of it...lol..thats when we went crazy cause we were high wif food in our bellies...xDD n after that we r going a miss n mr orientation contest...o.o wow a new programme for the sec 1 camp...since we wanted to take part in the competition for the fun of it,we decided to dress ourselves as robin for ahmad n poison ivy for me..well akid n marcusbuih!! xDDD but after asking miss deborah tan,we got the red light...argh~ so we juz had fun at the back of the hall...another plan foiled...haiz...so i juz went to the back of the sec 1 classes n sat there...to enjoy the crowning of miss n mrwif the newspapers on them body as clothes for it...ps they r wearing clothes below it...dun think dirty ppl..X.X after all that,we all decided to go down to the mb n rush to do some editing cause it was for the sec 1 initiation ceremony...weee~~ after that,the whole mb hav to go n get ready our cca booth....n since ahmad had to go off early,i hav to do everything wif some help frm the mb gang...stress~ n finally it was the cca fair...NUUU~~ n i think i did a very bad job at explaining wad is mediabytes..cause i can see some blur faces...sry guys...i was too stressed out alot....argh~ finally i finished everything at ard 2 pm...n akid had to go off early...aww...well i went up to the gallery to hang out wif shaiful n the rest...we stayed n watched the concert...at ard 3 pm... i think,shaiful n the rest had to go off to lepak at block 6...so it was left me n ashraff...slack for abt 30 mins...then both of us went down to go block 6 to where the rest of th gang were...before that,i went to see my dear for awhile cause i wanna go n fetch her home...n off we went to block 6...lepak for awhile n all of them had to go already...darn...so i waited for my dear at the bus stop..she explained some stuffs to me n the guy who was chasing her...well i got nthing to say...cause i was jealous ok? jealous makna sayang eh? i think so...o.o n i went back home at ard 6 pm..n thats all for dae 2 of the camp..

Haiz...probs after probs...i am juz so fed up wif 2008...n its onli the starting of 2008...i juz hope i can get through this yr wif ease...My dear i love u..i cant bear to part wif u...i noe i did wrg in the past...i juz wan to make up my probs by loving u...juz u...i feel like my heart is gonna wonder again...

The sec 1 camp...

2008-01-06T15:47:00.000+08:00

Muahaha!! dil-du IS BACK TO BLOG!! xDD ok i going to blog abt my daes at the sec 1 camp in TWSS...hehe

Fridae:LOL...i noe i dun hav sch on this dae....but me n my crazy fren decided to wake up early n go to sch like any other sch...hehe...cause we hav a very crazy idea...i got myself ready at ard 6 am n went out to meet him at his house...cause his dad wanted to send us to twss...we finally reach to sch at ard 6.20..n btw we were in our old sch uniform...LOL...even though we graduated frm it..xDDD when his dad went drove off,i took out my special "weapons" to act wif my plans...THE GEEK PLAN!!! MUAHAHA!! i took out my patrick n spongebob doll...N tag it on my bag...lol..i look seriously so acting cute...xDDD but my crazy fren,ahmad, did not bring anything to act geeky...sheesh...at least i did not buih!! xDD we finally went outside the senior staff room n took a seat there...btw we were going to wait for akid aka akido...while we waiting for him,me n ahmad went to the canteen to buy some coffee aka our "beer"...muahaha!! we went back up to our stuffs n met up wif akid...hehe.. after that akid had to go meet Miss Ng to open up mediabytes rm...me n ahmad stayed behind to finish up our coffee...then after that we went off to mb rm to juz look ard...we also got our new mb t-shirt...wow looks cool..hehe..after that me n ahmad went off to the hall to assemble wif khair's class even thought we can choose not to...BUT it was part of our plan...but before we can go into the hall...we got caught by Mr Indra...well not to scold n all..but was shocked why we were in sch uniform in the first place...LOL...xDD after that,we went up to gallery n juz got ourselves comfortable..even though i noe i will be caught cause of my DYED hair...n i was sitting way at the front row...i was juz waiting for me to be asked to stand....but to my amazement,the teachers were all blind...or juz playing blind...o.o cause if i was asked to stand,ahmad will stand too for not having a storybook for slient reading...xDDD but luckily everything smoothly...n btw Mdm Jennifer saw me n asked me why i was back in sch...after the assembly,me n ahmad went off to PCCG room to put our big HUGE bag...n GOT READY FOR THE CAMP!! WOOHOO~~ TIME TO BE C-R-A-Z-Y!! we went off to change into our home clothes...n we went to the hall...gosh i like the hall....FLOOR!! so shiny n clean...hehe xDDD we went to the stage stairs n juz sat ard there...n both of us met up wif some "long lost" frens...n btw...the hall was filled wif students wearing orange coloured pe-tshirt...my eyes hurts...seriously...it was so freaking bright..the first programme for the camp was a short breakfast for all...me n the rest of the mb gang went down to the canteen to get our share n munch to our hearts content...lol..n after we had ice breaker games...which i seem to forget...darn short term memory...i remember that during the upper sec recess, me,akid,ahmad,marcus,farah and sharul went down to buy some drinks cause all of us were darn thirsty...LOL...N THX FARAH FOR BELANJA-ING me kikapoo...hehe xDD..n we all juz slacked ourselves at the canteen ...i got to meet wif my dear though..hehe...after that we went up again,cause it was time for the sec 1 to do some cheers n learn the MASS CRAZY DANCE!! hehe xDDD..gosh i was tired out by it that i went down to the canteen n the food for lunch arrived...n me n the mb gang went to help out...eh? dun think that we r all helpful? *twinkles eyes* LOL..we created a fuss over wif the drinks n joked ard...when it was time for the malay students to go n hav their early lunch cause they need to go for their fridae prayers,me,akid,marcus n ahmad went off first...n ps i will not be telling wad happen next...*fast forwards* LOL...next programme was tower building...n we saw a very perfectly built tower..n i guessed it won for the tower building contest...N I SERIOUSLY WONDER WHO CAME UP WIF THE IDEA!! xO i was totally shocked at the tower...n btw we came back to twss late cause we went to get some stuffs first n i wnet to meet up wif my dear n ate my lunch at the same time...after that was time for some afternoon games...the best time for us!! muahahah!! the mb gang went to the first station which was the hoola hoop thingy...hehe...we played ard wif the hoop but was asked by an sc to berambus...wth..Dx but nvm we continued to play for awhile...n then we went off to more stations...xDD we went to the statue station...gosh i think that is the best game ever....the sec 1 students were to move ard in a circle wif music playing...n when it stops,the sc will go ard to try to make the students laugh or move...so they will be asked out...me n the mb gang stayed at the station to help out an sc,aidah, caused a total "havoc" out of it...one by one the sec 1 classes came...we all tried our best to make everyone laugh...well not our best...cause we r already the best...hehe xDD gosh i got a bad sore throat frm it...after that i decided to go down to meet my dear again,cause i seriously need to spend time wif her like i promised her...n akid n sharul had to disturb our wonderful time together...but i dun mind...xDDD i chatted wif her...hehe...then a guy decided to get some attention frm her...so i juz sat there..while she went there to meet up wif her gfs...i juz watched the guy...n of course which bf wont be jealous rite? i was juz plain mad at the way the guy trying to get attention frm her...like malays would say...aku biarkan...so i spent the remaining time wif her cause after that i need to go as Miss Camy Ong was looking for me n ahmad abt some problems...darn...i dun wan to say abt it...cause after 1 prob n this prob...argh~ after all that, me n the mb gang decided to go to the hall for the sec 1 camp...while i was going up,my dear saw me n wanted me to walk wif her as she was going home at that time...awww..so i went over n juz had some time before she had to go...Dear,i dun the kiss u gave me to go away...n i dun wan u fade away frm my life ever again..i juz love u too much...way too much...haiz...jealousy running through my veins rite now...mm back to the camp...after that,the sec 1 were having their dinner..as usual the mb gang went to hav our dinner behind the canteen aka our fav eating location...hehe xDD n after that it was time for the sec 1 to hav the sec 1 intiaiton ceremony rehearsal..i think so...n while they were having the rehearsal, me,marcus,ahmad n akid went to hav our own fun...smwhere..aka "jogging"..hehe xPP after the "jogging",we all went to the hall n noticed that the sec 1 were still having the rehearsal...wth...SO LONG!! well me n the alumni students sat at the parade grounds n juz joked ard...hehe xDD after the long boring rehearsal,it was finally time for some night games!! weee~~ well for the sec 1 though...cause i lost my crazy momentum..after some probs...n also i smelt seriously bad...LOL!! really...O.O i became emo for the rest of the nite..n ahmad suddenly got himself hurt...when i told him not to run ard...xDDD stubborn ahmad...hmpf~ n after that hectic-ness,we finally got our time to rest...n btw it was time for the sec 1 to all to bathe n tuck in to slp...MUAHAHA!! n at this time me n ahmad let our plans to go in place...we moved some mattresses into the pavilion cause me n ahmad was restricted to slp in the mb rm...stupid miss camy ong...n also we plan to call Macdonalds...weee~~ but the "party" totally had to be called off cause Miss Tan came over to our pavilion...n told us to carry the mattresses back n scolded all of us...haiz...totally a bad nite...i do manage to ask ahmad to slp in the mb rm..even though he does not wan too in the first place...n all of us went to take a bathe at ard 3 am...n went to lala land at ard 4.30 am... End Of Dae One...

About 2008..

2008-01-02T01:08:00.000+08:00

WooHoo!! A NEW YEAR!! I WANNA GO N JUMP ARD LIKE A MANIAC!! hehe...hi all...lets all welcome 2008 wif ur open arms..i wanna hug it wif my smelly armpits!! LOL!! xDD ok i am being a big retard rite now..O.O wads been happening in my life u all ask..hmmm..well..

Yesterdae i went to a countdown party wif my 5 other frens at the causeway point..lol..well they were having a hip hop party...ps i am not that much into them..but i kinda liked it...not i really expected..ok back to the story...i went to my fren's house at ard 2 pm cause i was all ready to go but my fren decided to go at 5.30 pm...ooo wow...wonderful...so i juz wasted my time at his house..playing his electric guitar n some lame games on his com...well we got some laughter cause i showed him my stand up comedy that i am going to concentrate to be..xDDD My fren n i got ourselves ready n got out of his house at ard 5.30 pm...it took us abt 1 hr to reach...oo yah btw we were suppose to meet his fren there too...N shockily...his fren haven reach to causeway point yet...wth...so my fren n i decided to walk ard causeway point...N LOL at one point we acted like big retards outside the watsons shop...we laughed without warning...n ppl walking pass us stared at us like we need to go to the mental hospital..HAHA xDDD n finally his fren came...n damn my leg was freaking tired by walking ard so much...n we all went off to watch the party...it was damn crowded to my surprise...n we had to stand some more...ARGH! cant it get worse than this...well i got to ahead of myself...the first was a trash metal gig...it was SERIOUSLY MADE UP OF TRASH!! memalukan the genre of metal siak... then its was finally time to see some hip hop dances...gosh its was splendid for some...n it made me wan to learn KRUMPING!! hehe...n btw i seriously "washed my eyes" there...so many chicks...chicks-wannabe....phew...got my heart racing...when it was abt 20 mins frm 12...me n the 5 of us went to a nearby field n sat down...N IT STRUCK 12...FIREWORKS!! a wonderful scene....gosh at that very moment i really wished she was by my side...n after that we all chiong to the mrt..wow packed like one farm sia...n in the mrt...we all can be considered "drunk" or "high"...we laughed so loudly...n did alot of stupid things...GOSH!! LOVE IT!! n i got back home at ard 2.30 am...haha n my mum was not even angry at me...FREEDOM ROCKS!!

well lets juz now wish for a better n brighter 2008!! n i am totally in love wif my one n onli sweetheart...D.N.A Forever!! n a Pic to show a love between us...see the 2 animals at the back..some sort represent us..hehe

Acting? I am trying smthing new...

2007-12-15T21:06:00.000+08:00

LOL!! ok i am back to blog...cause i am seriously bored n pissed off wif my online game...oo yah laugh at me cause i am 17 n still playing online game that is called ragnarok...maybe i shld juz stop playing this childish game...n go out MORE LATE NIGHTS!! anyone wanna follow me to nowhere? LOL!! xDDD hmm ok i wanna blog abt todae cause i think todae a hilarious n crazy dae for me...8D..-becomes scracastic- well this is how it happens...

todae i woke up at ard 7 am..cause me n my fren wanted to go for an audition for a documentary for Suria at buena vista...LOL!! dun believe me? fine X.X i took a bathe n got ready at ard 8 am..well i took a bit longer cause i need to do my hair...my fren came over as i wanted to ask him abt my clothes that i was wearing...phew luckily it was gd n nice...or i hav to change to another clothing...-psst..btw i mix-matched all my clothes n see which one is best on me- kiung kiung~ oppz X.x off topic...then we went to take a bus to bb interchange to catch a train to jurong east...there is when i think i went blur...lol...i went to tap my ez-link card on the mrt machine which has the 'X' mark on it...gosh was i blur...luckily there was not that much ppl then..phew~ when we finally reach the jurong east interchange,my fren's father decided to pick us up there..so me n my fren went to take the lift...THAT IS WHEN MY CRAZINESS POP-ED OUT!! i jumped in the lift like a small kid...n everyone that was ard the lift saw me...n juz stared at me!! WTH!! xDDD first crazy antic of the dae!! WOOHOO~ n we took his father's van n juz chill out in there...when we reach there,my fren saw his cousin walking in at the same time as us..n we went to take the lift up with his cousin to the audition rm...oo yah since it was early,me n my fren went to the toilet to calm ourselves down n do some "man" biz...ps it was abt 9.30 am at that time...i went to do some crazy stuffs to calm ourselves down..LOL!! xDD then we went up n down the elevator since the audition gonna start at ard 10 am...when we finally got bored wif the lift,we entered the audition waiting rm...n we were the first one..we decided to stay near the big window...n juz comment on the view frm there..oo yah we were at the jtc building block 20...so i juz got my imagination went wild n say things that r not supposed to be they r...hehe~ gosh we laughed like hyenas...maybe worse than them...o.o then we were forced to fill up the audition form...n at the same time a lady n an uncle entered the rm...LOL!! even wif them ard,me n my fren still joked ard loudly...then we went to take our separate pictures to paste it on the form...then we got our scripts..argh~ we were trying out the role of Faiz,15-yr old teen..well sounds easy rite...NOT! first we got some script excerpts...to act a short scene of a beggar n a man...i decided to act as the beggar n my fren as the man...haha~ instead of rehearsing,we joked ard more...kiung kiung~ then we were asked to go into the rm to start the audition..wtf!! NUU~ nervousness run in my veins...we entered the rm..n was asked to act out the script excerpt..but now i hav to act as the man n the beggar...n i seriously laughed our lungs out wif my fren after that short acting...after that,i was asked to go into a rm to wait for my fren to get auditioned alone...then it was my turn..wow tension...i took abt 10 mins to memorize everything n juz be natural..lol~ well luckily i managed to pull it through...phew...X.x we went out of the dreaded rm..n decided to go off when we all had better ideas on wad to do during the audition..well its too late then...o.o me n my fren decided to go n stay for awhile at his grandma's house...well before that we went to buy some syringes FOR MY DRUG ADDICTION!!! YESH!! ok that was juz a joke..its was for his grandma...xDDD i got u all rite? HA! after we relax for awhile at his grandma's house while i took a nap...seriously todae is a very tiring dae...hehe xDD at ard 3 pm his mum came over to fetch him n me home in his father's van..wee~ well luckily..it was raining at that time..darn rain..XO n we went off our separate ways..

n thats all abt todae guys n gals...hehe...OO YAH WISH ME LUCK AITES? PLEASE!! n oo yah my dear dear..i miss her truly n badly...I love Love LOve LOVe LOVE HER so much!! hehe...ok thx u all for viewing my blog..-aidil out-

A new beginning..Wif a twist...

2007-12-09T19:56:00.000+08:00

Hey all...sry i haven blogged in for quite awhile now...i am seriously been stressed up wif things in my life...DARN! i feel like giving up on my life...but i noe i hav to move on wif life...but noeing there will always be ppl behind my back to catch me when i fall...ok well lets start wif my current happenings in my life..

WEEEE~~ I hav been chosen to become as a mindchamps youth ambassador...it is seriously an opportunity that i will nvr give up...last fridae i had the induction ceremony at the main mindchamps office which started at ard 7 pm..ps my fav cuzzin followed me too...well my mum asked her to follow...lol...i was looking forward to that dae cause i also get to see other teens who got chosen juz like me but having different but special qualities in them to make a champion themselves...i was asked to wear a special made t-shirt made juz for me..wif my name where the size of the shirt suppose to be...HAHA! but i noe i am going to like this ceremony very the much...singlish please!! we all started wif some videos...n abt special teen named shalom was mentioned...to me he is a champion..well done!! n we had dinner buffet...n yah i did NOT eat to my heart's content cause i wasn't in the mood to eat anything at that time..juz 3 glasses of fruit punch...n i met up wif my mindchamp fren n made a new fren..n Pi Wei is his name...he is a nice guy...hehe!! xDD yesh new fren added to my life...n after that we had some games..wad word can describe those games..fun? well not really...haha...n we got back home at ard 10.30 pm...

hmm abt my love life..i hav decided to give up on my scandal n be wif my dear...aini...maybe i am juz too blind to noe that she is so willing to stick wif me after wad happened...gosh i am been such a bastard...well i am one...haiz...my heart is freaking playing wif my mind...but i think i will make up wif my dear..i will make sure i will be more sweeter n nicer N MOST IMPORTANTLY be 110 percent loyal juz to her...N EVERYONE I AM ATTACHED!! n i will love her till there is no tmr...D.N.A for eternity...I love my dear,aini...

well that sums up my life...actually i hav more to talk abt...but i will write in more aites? juz wait for more!! n more of my random pics of myself!!! ps i am at my cuzzin house..

A lot hav happened...alot..

2007-11-26T18:37:00.000+08:00

A Random pic i took...N I REALLY LIKED IT!!!

Time for me to blog abt the things that hav been happening in my life...well i get stressed up juz thinking abt it....

well how abt we start wif my life...it got crappy when i hav been fighting wif my family...SHIT! i nearly burst into rage juz thinking abt it...

on fridae,i got into a fight wif my mum..n wif that i decided to stay overnite at my cuzzin's house..at least i can hav some peace of my mind juz to forget abt my probs...haiz...stress stress!! ARGH! but thx to my cuzzin for letting me stay overnite...hehe...i got there at ard 8.30 pm..i think...then after that i asked my cuzzin to follow me to meet smone..."i wonder who is that"...hehe well we met up wif "her" when i wanted to promise her to send her home frm wrk...but hey..she is nice...n 3 of us clicked well...Me n my cuz went to send "her" home...well it was hectic at first...wif my cuzzin asking where is where...LOL!! we got back home to my cuzzin house at abt 12.45 am..i think...n then i chatted wif her on the phone..till ard 1.30 am...then i had to knock off cause i was really tired...eh btw my cuzzin told me a weird experience that she had recently...i am still speechless...o.o

on saturday,juz a start of a another dae...i woke up at ard 9 am...even though i slept at 2 am...wth...how did i manage to wake up that early at my cuz house...when i cant even wake up that early at MY OWN HOUSE!! wtf..well get on wif my post...todae me n the usual 2 cuzzins n my big sis decided to go to marina square...to go walk ard...well for them it was fun...i was quiet n emo the whole trip...cause i juz fought wif her...WHY CANT U BE SERIOUS FOR ONCE!! I SERIOUSLY CANT TAKE UR IMATURITY!! ARGH!!(to her) i was thinking abt probs wif my family,love life n life...haiz...well i bought hair dye though..planning to dye my hair again...n i did not fetch her home frm work todae...juz was not in the mood...me n my cuzzin got back home ard 7 pm i think...n we walked ard greenridge n fajar shopping centre at ard 9.30 pm...juz to pass time...n i chatted wif her till 1 am...n i miss her...n can i love her?

on sundae,weee fun dae can? N A DAE I WILL NVR FORGET!!! i decided to fetch her frm work again n ask my cuzzin along since she really beginning to like her...awww~~ hehe...we went out at ard 4.30 pm n reached there at ard 5 pm...n we were late...LOL...but luckily she was understanding...we fetched her frm wrk...n we decided to go to jurong east entertainment centre..to kill time...n wow we took a bus 78..which took forever..but HEY!! i spend some quality time wif her...shhh~~ well its was fun...while my cuzzin was listening to my mp3...hehe we went there n decided to go n eat at kfc...n then she msged me...that is when "her" checked my hp...n frm there on..she gave me the silent treatment...haiz....we went to the skate ring at the top lvl of the shopping centre...n see a match in progress....a nice match to see..n after that we went to send "her" home...haiz...me n my cuzzin got back home at ard 12am...i chatted wif her on the phone n cleared some doubts she had abt me...i really beginning to love her..deeply...

n todae is todae...hehe N BTW I DYED MY HAIR!!! N ITS FREAKING OBIVOUS!!! DARN!! n to her..i dun noe...i am juz confused...

Sry Guys For The LATE post...

2007-11-09T00:32:00.000+08:00

WOW!! its freaking long since i last blogged in...gosh i hav loads of things to speak of but...FIRST OF ALL...HAPPY BELATED 8th MONTH ANNIVERSARY SAYANG!! i wished her 1 dae late darn...well...i am always late in natural...its in my blood...hehe..xDDD

Hows my life u all ask me? hmm...nvr been wonderful...ever since i entered ITE,my life changed for the better...even though there is loads of happenings in my life...i cant really put it in one post...well...i juz love my life is going...wif a bit of ups n downs...

My relationship? hmm...sweet as honey...I truly love her more than ever...u noe wad...i see her as my wife in my future...she is like my soulmate...cause there is nvr ending love going on between us..sayang if u can hear me or see this,i hav been moved by u..changed by u..i nvr knew that my life is fruitful wif u by my side...aww there i go..mushy n all...xDDDD

well...i think thats all for now...i will keep u guys n gals updated if there is any special happenings in my life...thx for viewing...n to my sayang..I LOVE U SO MUCH!!!

Happenings in my life...

2007-09-17T17:43:00.000+08:00

Wow...i hav to seriously to update more...ppl will hound me if i dun do so...X_______X especially my cuzzin....

My life....is getting better...n me n her hav been together for 6 months...still strong....I love her loadz...i juz miss kissing her cause its the fasting month n i need to control my "needs".....1 mth without kissing her is like 1 mth without her!! DX ps i also hav to withstand going to the gym for 1 mth....darn....

btw i love wad happen yesterdae on 16 sep...hehe me,my big sis,my cuzz, zakiah aka the irritating n my other cuzz, abg arif decided to go to geylang serai to buy my baju kurung...its been awhile we cuzzins went out together....WEEEEE!! i can say its was an enjoyable time...we reached there at ard 5 pm i think...while we waited for abg arif to meet us there...kiung kiung!! we finally mt up wif him n off we go to see the shops there...wow there is alot of variety of baju kurung n baju kebaya N other stuffs...xDDD but wad i can't take it is the delicious smelling food...WOW i was slurring away...but i hav to withstand it...*must fast* xDDD we walked ard n ogle at the wonderful things while whimper at the "WONDERFUL" prices... LOL!!! as we walk ard,we saw an uncle who i presume not fasting chomping away on a piece of dengdeng... LOL!!! me n my 2 cuzzins laughed at the way he eats....he was like one hungry wolf....!! we walked ard some more till it was time to break fast....we hav some drinks first...as most of the eating centres
r packed wif humans...so we juz try our luck wif the fast food,KFC...mind u it was packed...as sheng siong was nearby KFC,abg arif cracked a joke on it...WE ALL LAUGHED LIKE THERE'S NO TMR!! xDDDD we continue wif our search for a place to eat...finally we found a restaurant juz before it started to rain...my big sis n zakiah ordered mee hoon goreng,abg arif ordered nasi goreng n me ,MEE KUAH!! ps i hav been carving that for like i dun noe how long...hehe xDD
after that we went off to search for a baju kurung but instead we went to starbucks which
was located near the paya lebar mrt....since the baju kurung prices r like buying a diamond...ps juz an assumption...we juz relax urself there n ordered ice blended pure chocolate....YUMMY!!!! xDD n we talked crap n joke....fun fun times...

hehe thats all i can say for now cause i need to go n bathe n get ready for breaking fast...THX ALL FOR READING!!! n to my beloved sayang....i love u always n forever...nthing will get in our way...*kisses*

A wierd game...

2007-08-24T11:49:00.000+08:00

Since my cuzzin tagged me abt this wierd game...imma go n play along this game...MUAHAHA!!

Wierd habits
Rules of this game:Each player of this game starts off with ten wierd things or habits or little known facts about yourself.People who get tagged must write in their own blog ten wierd habits or things or little known facts as well as state this rule clearly.At the end you must choose six people to be tagged n list their names.NO TAG BACKS!!

1.I am a guy who is always late. Even if i got everything ready 25 mins before
i need to go off,i will tend to think that it is too early n onli go out on the time i am suppose to go off. X.X

2.I hav short term memory.I will forget things that happen to me in a range of 1hr to 2 hr. LOL! wad to do i am growing old...Dx

3.I hav a wierd habit of promising myself to achieve the best out of me but instead i will tend to throw it aside after i did that...o.o

4.I make empty promises.When i promise smone smthing,i will tend to forget abt it. x.x

5.I am one lazy pig. xDDD i am so lazy to do a simple task like getting my own cup of water when it is abt 5 m in front of me.

6.I get jealous when i see other guys who r better or handsome than me. When that happens,i will tend to be emo n juz wonder why i am me. x(

7.I hate ppl who r emo copycats n i am refering to my frens. cause they r not emo before they met me but onli became one after they met me. D=< damn it!

8.I hav a tendecy to compete wif other ppl. When smone says that they did a very dangerous or nvr been done action( not sex x.x),i will do that action till i manage to complete it.

9.I at times love to be alone even if i am out wif my frens. I will be talkative at one point n suddenly be quiet at another.That also mean that i am in my emo mood. =(

10.I sometimes hate myself.I will look at myself at the mirror n say why am i looking like this. n also at that same time i will hav thoughts of suicide. X.X

10 ten things abt me aka emo teen...i can list more than that...But thats for now...

Dil aka Emo Teen Tagged:
1.Akid MY FREAK CLONE!!
2.Firdaus THE FUTURE MADMAN!!
3.Sharul aka THE COOL MAN!
4.Joshua aka Hanny!!
5.Joshua aka Gail!!
6.Charmaine aka Candy PRINCESS!!

Wad hav been happening in the life of emo boy..

2007-08-20T00:37:00.000+08:00

WAH!! i haven blogged in for so damn long...i am so sry guys n gals...i have been busy wif sch n life..X.X but now i am finally blogging in wif a new blog skin...i hope u guys n gals like it...hehe xD ok wad hav been happening in my life..

First of all,i am beginning to like ITE...not like when i first came in...i was like doomed...haha...but wif my frens in there...i can say it is the bomb...TOTALLY LOVED IT...weeee...xDDD but the subjects i am taking now is a bit tough to handle...sigh juz hope i can get through it easily...X.X

Next,my life...hmmm it is getting better...a bit interesting..hehe of course i hav more frens...n i got myself more confidence in my life than ever...LOL xDD n i got my long hair back..MUAHAHAHA...n my dad says my hair is getting long...n i noe wad that means..he wans me to hav a hair cut...ARGH!! NVR!!

N lastly,my love life...hehe...five months n strong as steel...me n her are like unseparatable couple...i love her alot n she loves me alot...SAYANG I LOVE U!!

ok i think thats all for now...cause i need to go to slp...my mum is nagging at me..well thx for reading my blog guys n gals...WEEE XDDD NITEZ!!

Sry...

2007-08-17T01:34:00.000+08:00

I am totally sry i haven blogged in for so damn long...X.X i hav been totally busy wif tests in sch...haiz...i will blog in again when i changed my blogskin which will be on fridae...:D so U ALL MUST TOTALLY LOOK OUT FOR IT!!

This wonderful wk...

2007-07-21T15:54:00.000+08:00

Hmm finally time for me to blog in...MUAHAHAHA!! lets start the story wif once a upon a time..LOL!! xDDD jk...lets juz get on wif it...

Mondae(16 July 2007):Hmm quite a boring dae i can say...went to sch as per normal..but my had a new fucked up maths teacher...wtf..he was like one action teacher..saying that he can overwrite the section head(head of dept) decision n he can even fire them...wah...he was like the president in that sch...nOT! dun wish to talk more abt him...makes my blood boil..n the rest of the daes i chatted wif my beloved sayang..

Tuesdae(17 july 2007): same as on mondae...boring...sch...LOL...chatted wif my sayang i did...hehe..

Wednesdae(18 July 2007):same...but in the morning, our maths teacher,Mr Stephan(i dun noe how it spells..cause i dun care) came...he scolded the whole class...for the majority of us did not attend maths class for more than 5 times...i was like fucked up...then after we had PE...me n my fren,feros, played ping pong wif badminton rackets n not using the table...LOL!! i was like laughing hard...xDDD i can say we were a bit crazy...hehe...n the rest of the dae i went to get ready for fridae's public concert...MUAHAHA!!

Thursdae(19 July 2007):A hectic dae for me on this dae...I had sch as per normal till 2.30 pm...after that i went wif my fren to westmall to buy myself black pants...lol even though i juz need to buy one,i took a long time to choose..hehe xDD after that i decided to go to ahmad's house to show him my dressing for the public concert...wah..i look so smart hehe..n then problems arises..my sayang did not get her ticket cause of her stupid form teacher...wah D: but luckily i went to ask my frens if they hav extra tickets to sell...n thx to ahmad d..he is willing to sell it at 12 dolars though..but still i hate him...nah jk...juz when he overprice me...n phew probs solved...MUAHAHAH!! can't wait for fridae...

Fridae(20 july 2007):THE DAE I HAV BEEN WAITING FOR!!! WEE~~ i was a bit stressed out cause akid told me to meet him at 2.30 pm at bpp...when he told previously to meet him at 3..wth...i was rushing to get ready n at the same time msged my sayang to meet me there at the same time...but phew i met up wif akid n sayang outside mac...n we went to the arcade to wait for the rest of the gang(fir,shahrul and ahmad d)...we play some air hockey n shooting games...n we went to the toilet to do some final hair checking n man stuffs..LOL!! i also managed to take a pic wif my sayang..(dun wry ppl..i will upload the pics when i can) n we all were off to cck mrt first..to meet up wif aisyah...n we r all officially off to VICTORIA CONCERT HALL!!! all of us except fir n aisyah who were somewhere else in the train were acting crazy..n took some pics..xDDD LOL!! we reached raffles place interchange...n some of them were complaining that they were hungry..of course me too...xDD but we had to move on...at one point we thought we were lost..haha but luckily fir saved the dae by telling where it was located..xDD during the walk to the location,akid,ahmad d n shahrul were acting gay by holding hands...o.o n yah we also sang the spongebob squarepants theme song when there were tourists ard loudly..that made me n my sayang laughed loudly..MUAHAHA!! we reached the place at ard 5.30 pm..the guys n me had to do some mb stuffs n i had to leave my sayang for awhile...n the teacher was like so blur cause it was like i planning everything...had a bit probs but everything went well..i n shahrul managed to find a seat n leave some empty seats for some ppl..LOL we are evil...n my sayang sat beside me on the left...aww..n akid sat right of me...xDD first we had the co...it was a bit boring...n because i was having a slight headache..but luckily my sayang was beside me..held on her hand most of the time...the second part of the concert...was better than the first part...i would to say it was fabulous..MUAHAHA!! ahmad n khai 's performance was fantastic..love it!! then next it was a duet by nur elydia n firman singing my boo...one word fabulous...i held my sayang hand tighter...awww...n then we had the band....spectacular was the word i am going to say abt their performance..n finally it was the end of the concert...at that time i was feeling a bit tired n a bad headache cuming up...sigh...after me n the mb gang met up wif miss eng to return the equipment...n met up wif ahmad n the rest of the tpb...we all decided to go to the esplanade to take a short break enjoying the view frm the top of it...aww the night was so beautiful...wif the moon n the scenery...we all went to do our own stuffs or walk ard...so i n my sayang finally had some quality time together...i gave her a couple of kisses...n it was romantic..we finally went off to another place...when we reach to the location,sharul,akid n ahmad d had to go off home..wah...Dx well it was quite late..the rest of us went to take some pics...before we all decided to go home..n wtf the mrt was packed to the core...x.x so me,my sayang,ahmad,shaiful,fir n aisyah had to stand...shoot...i cant send my sayang all the way home cause her mum n bro went to pick her up...wah..Dx well i went home at ard 11 pm...tired n headache...I LOVE U MY SAYANG!!

n i am writing in rite now...sayang i love u so much...i cant seem to get u out of my mind...*kisses* hehe..thx for everyone for visiting my blog...cya all..

IMPORTANT!!!

2007-07-17T23:23:00.000+08:00

THIS IS AIDIL'S BLOG!!!! NOT AKID'S BLOG!!!! MUAHAHA!!! ITS JUZ US BEEN RETARDS!!! DUN MIND US!!!

wad hav been happening...

2007-07-14T00:42:00.000+08:00

BOO!! MUAHAHAH!! so i am here to blog wad i hav been doing all this time...well i can say that some of the daes are quite boring..so i will juz tell u all the daes that r memorable for me...

Mondae(9 july):i finally ended my holidae n went back to sch...NUUU~~~ but at the same time i some sort missed ITE though..hehe xD..i woke up very the darn late...like ard 11 am..when MY CLASS STARTS AT 8 AM!! WAH!! i missed my FIA lesson...but i went for my engineering maths class..phew at least i did not miss my maths class....n the rest of the dae i crapped at home...most importantly chatted wif my sayang..

Tuesdae(10 july):as usual went to sch...but i was like 15 mins late for my first class..BUT LUCKY my teacher was like out for a few mins...so i was saved..phew..haha xD..i ended at ard 4 pm...n oo yah..i went to see my sayang...wee~~ she was having a course n ended like ard 6 pm...so i rushed back home place my bag...n went to meet my sayang at the bus stop...aww can i say she was cute...n will always be...we went to bpp..i went to buy her some food cause she haven eaten yet...i was concerned for her...my dae got bad when me n my sayang was walking towards her block when this 4 fajar sec girls walked past us n was like saying to us "wadever"...i was pissed off but ignored those bitches...n it got worse when they thought i was looking like a girl...WTF!! at that point i was like going up to one of them n punch their FUKING FACE!! i dun like hitting a girl but i could hav done it...but i knew i had to control my temper in front of my sayang...sigh...i becum totally emo for the rest of dae...

Wednesdae(11july):had sch at ard 8 am...phew i was a bit late cause i went to take this so called new bus "188E"...LOL..hate the bus...made me feel scared when it went to take a different route frm the normal 188...but i managed to reach my destination...i ended sch at ard 3 pm...n decided to go back to twss...MUAHAHA!! but i reached at ard 4 pm..n the mb meeting was like going to finish..LOL..Dx n went back home at ard 6 pm...i did not get to see my sayang cause she was at that time at home...sigh...can i miss her alot?

Thursdae(12 july):hmm..i had an english class in the afternoon frm 1-3 pm...had a gd laugh in class...xDD n we all had to be in grps n had to brainstorm a perfect class souvneir...my grp contain me,zack,faizul,feros n alif...the so called perfect team..MUAHAHAH!! xDDD n the rest of dae..i chatted wif my sayang...aww...planning to go watch a movie on fridae though...

Fridae(todae):YIPPEE!! fridae...n i hav no class todae!!! MUAHAHAHA!! me n my ite fren,feros decided to go watch a movie...we haven decided yet though...either die hard 4.0 or transformers...hmm harry potter will be next wk..wow i am so free to watch movie nowadays..jealous anyone? jk...xDDD so we decided wo watch transformer cause it was starting a bit earlier than die hard 4.0...weee~~ went in at ard 3.40 pm...n omg the show started wif an action scene...!!!! it was full of shooting n fighting...optimus prime,bumble bee n 3 other autobot aka gd guys...wah at first i though they cant talk...n when they talk,i was like amazed...n it was cool...xDD megatron,destroyer n 3 other decipticons aka bad guys...sry if i cant remember all their names...wow the show was like 24/7 action filled..!!! I AM TOTALLY IN LOVE WIF THE MOVIE!! ANYBODY WAN TO WATCH IT AGAIN WIF ME??? hehe..xDDD..i got back home at ard 6.15 pm...cause the movie was like 2hrs long...i got back home n was like damn tired...sry sayang i did not manage to chat wif u that much todae...i am so missing her so much...n i miss her kiss...aww...

n rite now i am blogging in...hehe...thx all for looking at my blog...THANK U AGAIN GUYS N GALS!!! *gives cookies*...*gives kisses to my sayang* hehe..I LOVE U SAYANG!!...bb all..

Pics..for u all to ogle..;D

2007-07-04T19:15:00.000+08:00

The Escape Pics!!!

After the escape trip...

Random Pic Wif Gaily n THE OSTRICH!!

Aww..so sweet...

Being emo in the train...

THE PICS THAT U ALL HAV BEEN WAITING FOR!!! ME N MY SAYANG!!

I n her in the library...

Oppz Daizy...:D

2007-07-02T22:59:00.000+08:00

Muahahaha!! sry guys n gals if i haven blogged in these daes..xDD cause my freaking holidaes r so the damn boring....sigh...OKIE IMMA TELL U THE DAES I HAD THE MOST FUN!!

Wed(27 June):okie i had to follow my mum n my granma to go to lavender to renew my passport n fingerprint of my grandma..wah..i had to wake up early..but phew i had enough time to do all my stuffs...like bathing n did a little exercise...hehe..n i woke up at ard 8 am n we all went out at ard 10am...i thought that i will not hav enough time to go back twss..so i was like a bit rushing..even my photo taken there was like one big asshole in the pic...SO HORRIBLE!! WITHOUT MY SPECS!! ps i will update into my blog when i get the photo frm my mum...n after all that we went to eat the cafeteria...n the food was like making me "mabuk"..LOL!! cause it sux...n we all took a taxi back to bukit panjang..but i decided to go twss after we all reach at my grandma's house...as it was onli 11.30am,i decided to go to bukit panjang plaza..go n change into my mb shirt n buy old change kee for my buddies..see i so nice one...hehe *thick skin*..then i went back twss..n was like the sch has some sort of haven changed..boring...then it was mb meeting time...MUAHAHAH!! MET UP WIF MY CRAZY BUDDIES!!! WEEE~~ LOVE IT!! we were like slacking one corner...hehe..eh thats wad mb members do every meeting...n when ahmad came..we did like stupid stuffs at the fitness corner...yeah i wan to see my sayang too...hehe n we got some pics..
THE MEDOTS FAMILY!!

The Horny Pic!!

n we had a fun..n i had a great dae cause i got to meet my sayang in her cca..aww..i love her loadz k?

Mondae(2 July):YIPPEE!! i noe its todae...THE BEST TIME OF MY LIFE!!...to me n of course not for u all...todae me n my mindchamps frens decided to go to the escape theme park TO ENJOY YOUTH DAE!!! hehe...weee~~ i woke up at ard 8am..even though i slp yesterdae at 2 am...LOL!! maybe i was too excited to slp...hehe...i got ready cause i need to go out at 11.30..n of course i came out late...wtf...i am always late..sigh...anyways i went off to meet wif joshua aka huney at the jurong east interchange mac..LOL!! we were like late n we still hav time to buy mac..but luckily i suggest that we buy food at cheers...to save time..cause joshua aka gail called me...n he was like at vivo city already...sry..wah...both of us went straight to the mrt..n joshua aka huney bought a "pirated" green tea n it taste like mineral water...LOL!! we got on the train..n we did not get a seat..wah..but i suggested that we sit on the floor like poor ppl..hehe..but it was like fun sey...i pity all who were standing..MUAHAHAH!! okie n we met up wif joshua aka gail at the city hall interchange..phew...n charmaine was like angry at us..cause we were like FREAKING LATE!!! SRY CHARMAINE!! WAH!! i noe she was like to kill all of us...so i suggested to point all the blame to joshua aka huney..wow...i did not noe i was that evil..hehe..o.o..we met up charmaine n we went to take a bus no.mm 21..i think so..forgetful meh..X.X n i got to noe charmaine's phobia!!! MUAHAHA!! now i can scare u!! we went down n walked all the way to the entrance..under the freaking hot sun..WAH!! like melting sey...n when we reach charmaine say xiaoting can't go..like i dun noe wad reason..n charmaine wan to go her house...sigh left 3 "spice girls"...we went in to check the price for the chalet..wow quite cheap 99 dolars...MUAHAHA!! after that we went to go escape...WEEE~~ we went to go the "haunted house"..LOL!! more like a moron house...it wasn't scary at all...waste our time onli...then we went to play some games like throw the ring onto the bottle...n joshua got 1 in..WOOOHOO!! n we got like this freaking big ostrich..wah...so big..n it was like shedding its "feathers"..after that we went to ride the ferris wheel...wee~~ took pics n a video of us being retard...hehe..after that we went to play the basketball game...me n gail got in 1 ball onli..sigh...after that we went to ride the wet wet wild ride!!! OMG!! I FREAKING LIKE THIS RIDE!! i like the going the slope...N the first time i rode alone...BUT WIF THE OSTRICH!! n everyone was like looking at me n some sort of "cheering" for me..hehe xDD LOL !! after that we went to play the bumper boats...n i got gang banged by my own spice girls..n other ppl too...wah..at the same time i saw my twss buddies!! wah! n i sprayed water to everyone...n in the end i got seriously wet..hehe...n rite after that my twss buddies wan to take a pic wif me...gd times!! hehe xDD the spice girls then decided to go to play the go-kart...n it was long...waited like 40 mins i think...darn so long...but it was fun...hehe!!! but i was last at the way...sigh...as it was almost time for us to go,we all decided to take the wet wet wild ride for the finale...i went to take it 2 times...one wif gail...n the other wif huney...the last one wif gail...i shouted chitbye like so damn loud sia...WAH!! I SO THE DARING!! LOL!! XD after that we went to take our things..to go back home...aww...i miss the rides already....n also joshua aka huney's enemy was there...thats why too...wah he was like acting gangster...wah..act onli...i feel like punching his face...when he caused the delay in the ride...kanina..ok forget abt him...the spice girls went to take the train back home...n as usual sat on the floor like we own the train...MUAHAHAH!! n joshua aka gail got a phone call frm his mum saying that he had to go down at paya lebar station...wah...so fast he leaving us already....n i was left me n joshua aka huney n dun forget the ostrich....it was like damn big sia...ppl were like looking at us...LOL!! wad see see...then both of us suggested to make the ostrich as our mascot for S4L 7017...WEEE~~ n after we went off our separate ways....

n i am blogging in rite now...headache,muscle cramps,tired...btw i am sry that i wrote so long...hehe...n ooo yah..tmr is my 4 months wif her...wow so fast sey...Sayang i love u alot...i think of u dae n nite...LOVE U LOADZ!! *kisses* wah cey cey..i am so mushy...hehe okie thats all guys n gals...thx for reading my blog..*gives cookies*

Sry..I haven blogged in for a long time..

2007-06-26T23:27:00.000+08:00

Hmm..sry guys n gals i haven blogged in lately..i hav been some sort of busy...even though i am still having my holidaes..MUAHAHAH!! :D well u noe..if u hav too much holidaes u will get bored
...yeah n i noe cause i hate holidaes...when i am suppose to like them...OK!! off topic..time to tell u guys n gals..wad happen last wk..

Mondae(18 june):Ok i dun noe wad happen on this dae...oo yah i stayed at home n crapped...

Tuesdae(19 june):hmm i cant really remember wad happen on this dae..i think i went out wif fir to the gym in cck stadium..LOL!! we went at ard 2 pm like that..n luckily i was not late..WEE!! n we stayed in the gym till 4.30pm..n we decided to go to Lot 1 to juz window shopped..yippee!! we went to More Than Words..cause i am freaking looking for a PATRICK STAR DOLL!! for like FOREVER!! WAH!!! but they did not sell it..sigh nvm..we went to walk ard till 6.30 pm..then we went back home..hehe

Wednesdae(20 june):hmm this dae i stayed at home cause my new washing machine n printer was cuming..so i had to stay n wait for the "Courts " ppl..hehe n still i crapped more at home..

Thursdae(21 june):Todae me,fir n his little bro decided to go bugis cause fir needed to get a new bag for himself...we all met up at the cck interchange..as wth..i was late but onli by 5 mins..WAH!! n we all took the train..n it was freaking packed even though its like ard 12pm..hate crowded places..HmpF!! we went ard to survey bag shops before he got a decent price on the bag in one of the shops..WEE!! gd job fir..MUAHAHA!! n after that fir decided to go to Paragon..but he changed his mind when we reached the station..great..n we decided to go to Jurong Point instead...n during the train trip,there was this lady sitting opposite of me..N SHE WAS SO CUTE N PRETTY!! aww..n btw i called her lady cause she was quite old to be my big sis..LOL!! hehe..but still my sayang is still the cutest..n I LOVE HER SO MUCH!!..we reached Jurng Point n as usual surveyed the shops..i think we surveyed more on shoes there..hehe after that we decided to go to Toys R Us n we were like freaking CRAZY!!!..we went to try out toys that hav the "Try Me" on them..WEE!! WE R CHILDISH!! yippee!! but its gd to awake the child within!! MUAHAHAHA!! *coughs* ok as i was saying..we went out of jurong point as fir needed to go Lot 1 ..so we went to take 172 n all the way to cck interchange..xDD he decided to go buy smthing for his gf..aww so sweet of him..xDD n we went home at ard 6 pm i think...0.0

Fridae(22 june): i got no comments abt this dae...cause this dae onli my close frens will noe wad happen...

The weekends r ok..N I GET TO MEET MY SAYANG ON SUNDAY after she finished her madrasah..aww she looked so cute wif the tudung..Can i kiss her loadz? :3 i went to fetch her near the bus stop near the twss...n i went to bpp before i sent her...xDD i went to buy her some old chang kee..cause i noe she haven eaten her lunch..N i accidentally met up wif hezry xDD n his frens...n HADHI GAY BOY!!! MUAHAHA!! but he is like so tall than me!! WAH!! NO FAIR!! D: i went to send her home cause she cant be out late..sigh..=( before we separate ways..i gave her a kiss n i went back home..I LOVE U SAYANG!! n i will always...*kisses* :D
ok i think thats all..i will read in abt this wk on fri k? thx for reading my blog..cya guys n gals!! *gives cookies*

The last dae of CC...

2007-06-18T21:48:00.000+08:00

sun:NUUU~~ the last dae of Confident communicator!! *sobs sobs* i woke up ard 5.25am as usual because the 2 joshua(s)(Gail & Hanny) n me (Dily) decided to go mac again..LOL!! but lucky i was not late..i reached at the Jurong East Control Station at abt 7.20am to meet my spice girl,Gail.WEE~~n after that met up wif Hanny at the mac...as usual we ordered the same thing for our breakfast..MUAHAHA!! n increased my sugar intake by one packet!! an achievement!! *claps* then after that,we got a crazy idea of putting salt,sugar,pepper,grape jam,milo,milk and milk tea together n dare smone to drink the "wonderful" mixture..;D we r sick to the max!! (ps wait till i upload the video to my blog) so in the end Hanny lost to me in the scissors,paper, stone game...phew!! n he had to drink it..i pity him...D: he took awhile to drink n finally took a sip..N OMG!! he vomitted!! X_X he said it tasted like shit? LOL!! n we had to rush a bit cause it was quite late..when we were halfway to the location,we met up wif john n we talked crap all the way there..but luckily the place was not that crowded..phew..went to get my name tag wif gail,hanny n baby..WEEE~~ meet up wif the girls frm my class n then went to the toilet FOR THE BIG REVEAL!! cause on that dae i was wearing PINK!! MUAHAHA!! n i was the onli GUY or shld i say "girl" wearing PINK!! when i got of the toilet wif gail,hanny n baby,people were like staring at us..xDD haha!! n then another dae of confident communicator started..it was fun as usual..lots of games..n i hav been looking at this girl a lot of time..wth..=/ hmm oo yah during dinner,there was this guy whom i can say a bit sick in the brain..cause he was like cuming to our grp n trying to give a fishcake to xiaoting..just because he doesn't like fishcake..wtf? i was like omg..n he was persisting xiaoting to hav it..n he dropped it after that..i felt like punching the guy's face..>_> but he stayed even after Gail went to hav his fishcake..n all of us started to move away frm him..but luckily debra aka the bitch went to talk to him n like talking n staring at our grp..EH BITCH U SEE SEE WAD!! gd for her..the freaking guy went after debra..HA!HA! phew that ended our prob...n later that nite i had to present abt the thats right expert..wah..but wad the heck..stage fright is not a prob to me now..;D after that we took lots of grp pics!! lots!! n i was seriously acting gay!! @_@ hehe n the malay girl whom i hav been talking abt...wah!! there is smthing abt her...that makes me look her more than 5 times that dae..but i noe..its juz a feeling..haiz...after that all the S4L 7017 darlings took a pic together..=) wee~~ seriously tiring dae todae!!

n i am writing in rite now...todae my dae is very boring..D: i miss my sayang so much...sigh..n thx for reading my blog guys n girls..*gives cookies*

I MET MY S4L 7017 FRENS!!!

2007-06-16T22:51:00.000+08:00

WEE~~ the dae cum to meet my beloved frens came on fridae..WAH!! i seriously miss them so much!! >_<'' can i juz hug all of them? =DDD ok time to tell u guys wad happen on fridae..

fridae:I got a course called confident communicator frm mindchamps at 6 pm...maybe i shld go cause i am too confident of a communicator...LOL!!! no shame!! D:< well cause i am already confident to speak on stage..hehe..but hey i miss all my mindchamps frens..wad the heck? WEEE~~as usual i was late to meet my frens..LOL..aidil I SHLD CHANGE MY LATE CUMING!! shit..i went to meet the 2 joshua(s)..O.O they hav not really changed at all..the same as the last time i saw them..we took the train to buena vista..n went to meet john n yi hui..;) yeah!! my buddies!! we walked all the way to the NTU alumni club n talked crap...ahh~~ like old daes!! =DD when we got there,it was packed like hell!! WAH!! some new faces though..o.o n saw hong sheng n marcus..n presenting the girls frm S4L 7017..=DD n we all took our name tags like we all did in empower u..n good grief...THEY GOT MY FREAKING NAME WRG AGAIN!!!! MUNAMAD AIDIL? WTF!! this is the 2nd time..hate them..=( well forget it...it all started well n we got into grps..i was separated frm my MONKEY BUDDY!! but i got into the mood of my craziness by myself..omg!! i was the centre attention!!! i was behaving like a pri sch kid..but hey its me..;) i love myself..had the hell of a gd time...WEEE~~

Sat:MUAHAHAH!! we all start at ard 9 am...LOL so early...i had to wake up early at 5.25 am..cause me n the 2 joshua(s) decided to go to mac n hav our breakfast..gosh early in the morning n we r retarded already..LOL!! Joshua gay went to eat his big breakfast wif 8 packets of salt!! Joshua hua went to eat his big breakfast with 8 packets of pepper!! n me...hmm i had my tea wif 7 packets of sugar!!! LOL WE WERE SO SICK MAN!! n after that we went to take the train to buena vista to the NTU..hehe n met up wif john n yi hui..n as usual talked abt crap n rubbish!! LOL!! xDD when we reached there,took our name tags..n meet up wif the rest of the guys..we were like giving each other girls name to each of us..n joshua gay-Gail, joshua hua-huney, john-baby, raynor-rainne, yin tat-yani, yi hui-hui yi(LOL), hong sheng-the pimp, n me-dily...LOL i love my girly name..;) n we all went in the hall to hav the course..gosh..it was like me,joshua,edwin n john always the centre of attention...LOL WEEE~~ n the "girls"(the 8 guys) acted like gays..seriously everyone was laughing all ard us...n i stood out like a sore thumb cause i acted gayish..hehe..we had fun..n i got gang banged by my own "girlfrens"..WAH!! but it was fun..xDD can i jus love all my buddies? n i starting to love the course so much..n i started to notice a very bitchy girl..<_< wth..yeah she was like trying to act cute n high class..HATE HER!! hmpf!! n i am starting to notice a girl...i dun noe if its a malay girl..quite cute..there is smthing special abt her..i always notice her in the corner of my eye..what am i saying..WAH!! stop it aidil..n after that course ended me,2 joshua(s)(Gail n Huney), nicolette, charmaine n xiaoting decided to go eat at cathy cineleisure since we all ended quite early..gosh!! i did not know wad happen to me..i was like being gay in front of the public carrying nicolette's purple hand bag..LOL!! n we all took pics...i laughed all the way..!! eh i dun care whether the public think i look like a gay..cause its my way of being ME!! hehe..we all reached cathy n went to pastamania to hav our dinner..WEE~~ it was YUMMY!! shld hav taken pics..D: n charmaine had to leave early cause her father went to fetch her...lucky she nvr followed us cause the rest of us had smthing for her...hehe..shh~~ we all walked ard until 8 pm+...n we all sent xiaoting to the bus stop..=DD n we all said goodbye to her...cause the rest of went to take a taxi back home..phew wad a dae todae!!

n i am writing now..yups..n sayang i juz mish u so much..all i wan frm u is u..u will always be in my heart..cause thats one place juz for u sayang..n thx guys n gals for reading my blog...*gives cookies* n *kisses to my sayang*..=3

These few daes...

2007-06-11T12:53:00.000+08:00

Well last wk i got sch as per normal...it was a bit stressful..sigh..BUT on fridae i went to my grandmother's house..YIPPEE!! away frm my dreaded house finally...but its onli for 2 daes..gd enough..well i suggested when i go to my grandmother's house i wan to go wif her before she went to KL on sat..but well i reached at my grandmother's house at 8.45 pm..N she can't go out at nite..hate my mum asking me go at nite!! ARGH!! well before my hopes to see her before she went to KL went down the drain,she suggested to meet me before she went to KL on sat..WEEEE~~ =DD n i asked my cousin whether she wanted to follow me to meet my gf in person..of course her ans was A BIG YES!! LOL!! @_@ n after that i went to play ps2 wif my cousin..LOL it was pretty boring cause all he had loads of racing n football games..WAH!!! D: i wan RPG games..or anything fun..but i cant complain..i juz play the games wif him..<_< n i slept at 2 cause it was very the boring..LOL!! n also i cant wait for tmr..hehe

Sat:FINALLY!! YEAH!! woke up at 9.45 am...as i promise to meet her at 12 pm...n i saw my cousin still slping..wth..O.O well i went to take a bath n eat my breakfast..WEE~~ cant wait..i am impatient k? hehe..I went to play the ps2 again before going out at 12.15 pm..ooo yah..my cousin decided to bring her school fren to tag along..at least she won't be bored cause i will be layaning her most of the time..lol...meet outside bpp mac..n saw HER!!! MY SAYANG!! =3 n we started to go to the library first because my cousin had to return some library books..an after that my cousin n her fren wanted to go n eat first..so hehe..i went to hav some quality time wif her..=DD i walked ard the bpp twice..LOL n we(me n her) finally went back to the library to juz chill out there...we hav our wonderful time together...hehe..n yah took some pics wif her..dun wry i will upload the pic when i get the chance..=) we stayed there for like a gd 30 mins..darn i hate reading books..at least it was not that bored wif her ard..WEE~ n finally my cousin finished eating..n me n her went out to meet my cousin...N BY BAD LUCK she saw her mom in the library!! WTF!! shoot!! ps her mum doesn't noe abt me...we went to separate our ways n meet outside...phew got out n meet my cousin...we all sat at the garden plaza..juz having some time quality wif each other...my cousin then wanted to go buy bubble tea wif her fren..n i went to send her home cause she needs to be AT JOHOR by 3 pm..n the time was 2.15 pm...n on the way some guy is like provoking me...FUCK IT!! lucky i was in a gd mood or else i would hav punched him in bpp...stupid gangsters..i went abt 2 blocks away frm her house before i had to separate my ways wif her...but before that we took more pics..hehe xDD..n i kissed her when she need to go..i cant send her all the way cause her cousins live ard there too..sigh..went back to bpp to walk ard more wif my cousin..went back home at ard 3.45pm..i think o.o..played more ps2 wif my cousin..<_< can i get anymore bored...then she msged me that she was going off after 7 pm..WTH!! n her mother also saw me n her at the library...crap...but her mum wasn't mad at her...YEAH!! n she was off to KL...2 daes...i noe u guys n gals would think that onli 2 daes? HEY!! its like 2 yrs to me..totally missed her already..slept at 4 am...cause i went to play Crimson Sea 2..by myself..completed some mission for my cousin...

Sun:woke up at 10.45 am...LOL i was freaking tired...n my nose is clogged..i noe i am going to hav a bad cold n sore throat...damn it...n i played more ps2..till i went back home...

n i am writing in now..not in sch...cause of my stupid running nose..n blood cuming out of my nose..n thx for reading in..*gives cookies* N I MISS U SAYANG!!!

Saosin-Voices

2007-06-05T23:08:00.000+08:00

watch this a wonderful n meaningful video..LOVE IT!!

These daes..

2007-06-05T22:51:00.000+08:00

Hey all..i am back wif a new sight of my future...yeah!!! thx to my frens who helped me conquer my addiction of cutting myself...i noe its wrg...i totally regret it..there is ugly scars on my arms..sigh..i was seriously out of my mind to do such a stupid thing like that...but i noe for every probs there is a solution...i believe that...cause i dun wan this to affect my life,family, frens n especially to her...i juz dun wan u all to wry abt me too much..cause wif frens like u all..i am happy to be on this earth..i promise that i will stop this stupid cutting n improve myself so that i will hav an everlasting relationship wif her without any probs...n btw sayang..HAPPY 3 MONTHS!! may we last forever till the end of time..i love u loadz...n to everyone viewing my blog..my life is doing great n i noe u all r having ur holidaes..i am freaking jealous..D: mine is starting on the 15 june...n finally i will hav my mindchamps course!!! I SERIOUSLY MISS U GUYS GALS!!! I CANT WAIT!! n yah thx for viewing my blog..*gives cookies* n *kisses to her~shhh~* bbyiess!!

A new blog skin..But Wif a fucked up life..

2007-05-31T14:23:00.000+08:00

Hey sry i haven blogged in for quite some time..Juz hav been feeling uneasy lately...I changed my blog skin..Please tag n comment..Now abt my life..I hav been feeling down almost everydae..i dun noe why but i feel my past is catching up wif me..haiz..my life is going down the drain these daes..i thought wif a new life i could get better but instead i am getting worse..Even my family treats me like an outsider...I juz feel like running away frm home...Emo is my way of life...everytime i would lock myself in my room to cry n make my hand bleed..Its a way for my to relieve this freaking pain that i hav in my heart...I juz hope i can control myself..before i get crazy n eventually do smthing to myself...such as SUICIDE...sry i am saying all this but i a juz too fucked up rite now..haiz...thx u guys for viewing my blog...thx all..*gives cookies*..

This wk...

2007-05-11T12:18:00.000+08:00

wah..its been a long time since i wrote in..x_x yeah at least i am writing in now...n ps if u wan to tag me,use mozilla..n another thing i will onli write on fridaes..yeah!! 8DD

Mondae:well i got nthing much to say abt this dae..cause i started my sch early in the morning n ended in the late afternoon..D: wah! i was damn tired when i got back..but i chatted wif my sayang throughout the dae...hehe =3

Tuesdae:okie another un happening dae in my life..wth..>_> same as mondae went to sch early n went home late..lol its like i am doing things like a robot..ps my special dae is abt tmr..8DD

Wednesdae:THE DAE I HAV BEEN WAITING FOR!! WOOOTS~ happy bdae to me..happy bdae to me..8DDD a dae for me to celebrate the dae wif my special frens..so after i finished my sch at 11 am..i went straight to twss as i promised i will spend time clebrating my bdae wif my frens n definitely my sayang..but first of all i went to lot 1 wif fir to go get a special present for my sayang..wow we were there for abt 45 mins..o.o n finally i managed to find a perfect gift for her..*i am not going to tell u guys wad is it or else it wont be special..hehe* n i made my sayang wait for quite some time..x_x wah sry sayang..i am worst at shopping..juz for 1 gift i took that long..>_< aww ="/">=3 n i met up ahmad at the mb rm..n okie >_< i got a special "bdae bash" frm fir n ahmad..@__@ i enjoyed it though..its been a long time i got a bdae bash..haha..xDD n we went back home at ard 5.30 pm..n wow i was tired like hell that i went to take a rest right after i went home..

Thursdae:WEEEE~ another fun dae...i went to sch as per normal...xDD but in the afternoon i was going wif 2 other couples excluding mine..hehe...i quickly went to get changed n went out of my house at 1.45 pm..n as usual i was late..>_> i met up wif my sayang,fir n aisyah at cck interchange..I AM SO SRY I WAS LATE!! X_X.. maybe i am a late-blooded guy..O.o n we all headed to causeway point to catch a movie..Spiderman 3..=DDD we bought tickets n were seated away frm each other to hav our individual moments wif our gf/bf..hehe..i can say it was worse than mb rm? gosh IT WAS FREEZING COLD!!! n i like the part when tobey changed his hair to be emo like..WTH!! WOOT~~ LOVE IT!! <3 venom xDD (onli for that part emo thingy) hehe..i totally enjoyed the movie..n it ended at abt 5.10 p.m..xDD so long..*ps dun ask me wad happen during the movie..;) shh* n after that we went our separate ways..me n her went to walk ard the mall..juz enjoying our time together alone..=3 n i had to sent her home at ard 5.35 pm n we went to take a train...aww...=( can i love her loadz? i reached home at ard 6.15 pm..n i did wad everyone would do when they reached home..slack..LOL xDDD n i chatted wif for awhile before i went off to study for my test..but i was not feeling that well..=/ i might be sick D: went to slp at ard 12.30 am..

Fridae:todae..i did not go to sch..darn i am sick..maybe of the weird weather..>_> n i am writing in rite now..lol..

okie i think thats all i can write in..n ps i am missing smone now..=3 cya all *gives cookies*

These daes..

2007-05-04T17:19:00.000+08:00

Well i started the wk gd..hehe..i went to sch without any probs at all..YEAH!! i was happy for myself..xDD

then tuesday was labour dae..wah stayed at home but luckily i was asked by ahmad to go n play basketball wif some guys that we meet at the court..N when we were playing,the ball went out of the court n went into THE DRAIN!! N WAD I MEAN BY DRAIN IS THE BIG LONGKANG!!! WAH!!! D: so all of us panicked but i suggested that we find a staircase down to the LONGKANG!! WTF <_<..ok me n another guy went down to get the ball..but he slipped n fell..wah..but at least both of us saved the basket ball..n the wierd thing is that we saved 3 balls instead of 1..lol o.o n i was called hero? lol o.o..n we played bb till abt 7.10 pm without any probs at all..xDDD phew..

wednesday i hav sch as per normal..n the freaking shop that sells my uniform..DOES NOT HAV STOCK!! D:< WTF!! STUPID SHOP!! now i am stuck wif onli 1 uniform,i pair of pants but luckily we were having PE on that dae..i went to the gym wif others guys while some of them played badminton n floorball..n i totally forced myself to carry weighs that is 2 weighs heavier than wad i usually carry..shld not hav that done that..D: wah..my whole body is aching till now..X_x especially my arms..on the same dae i had my FIRST LIVE BAND MEETING!! YEAH!! n i was waiting for the guitar n vocal clinic to start...o.o next tues was bass clinic..i am waiting~~

thursdae is the dae i hate the most..<_< i already got ready everything to go to sch at 1 pm..BUT WHEN I FREAKING REACH THERE..MY FREN TOLD ME THAT IT WAS CANCELLED WHEN I WAS JUZ OUTSIDE THE ITE CAMPUS!! WTH!! well since it was early i decided to go to lot 1 to walk ard..@___@

FRIDAE IS THE BEST DAE OF MY LIFE!!!!!!!!! I FINALLY GOT TO MEET MY SAYANG!! she was busy wif her preparation for her exams..n i was busy wif my sch..=/ god i hugged her when i met her..I LOVE U SAYANG!!! n my bdae is cuming n i can even spend more time wif her..=33 hehe..

wow i wrote in quite a lot..okie i think thats all for todae...THX FOR VIEWING MY BLOG N DUN FORGET TO TAG!! D:< *gives cookies*

New blog skin

2007-05-04T17:11:00.000+08:00

HEY HEY!! i am done wif my new blog skin...PLS TAG ME IF ITS NICE OR WADEVER!!! THX GUYS!! LOVE U ALL!!! *GIBS COOKIES* =DDD

2007-05-03T10:34:00.000+08:00

Juz a quick post before i need to go n get reday for my sch later..even though its at 1 pm <_<..LOL..i am going to change my blog skin on one of this daes..SO U GUYS N GALS MUSH LOOK OUT FOR IT OR THERE WILL BE NO COOKIES FOR U!! D:< imma post abt my wk when i am done wif configurations on it..LOOK OUT FOR IT!! =DDDD

My life..o.o

2007-04-27T20:38:00.000+08:00

Hey Hey Hey...xD imma going to tell u guys wad hav been happening in my life since i last blogged in(2 daes onli lol)...on thursday i got up at ard 10 am n got ready everything..even though my class starts at 1 pm..LOL xDD hey its better to be early than late..ok did i juz sound rite? o.o forget it..MOVING ON..well i managed to get ready at ard 11.45 am..i did my final arrangements n i started to feel really nervous..WAH!! i was thinking how would my classmates be like n how would they welcome a new comer like me...@___@ i totally wanted to faint on the spot i was standing..btw i was still at home...x_x i drink abt 5 glasses of water..OMG I WAS THAT NERVOUS!! wad made me lose more confidence is that my hair FUKING SHORT!! WTF D:<..but still i would i hav to go to hav my class anyway...so i finally got my courage to cum out of my house at 12.15 pm..ps the ITE is abt 40-50 mins away frm my house..>_<..i took the bus 188 all the way to AYE n changed bus..wah i nearly forgot to go down at my bus..i was that god damn nervous sia..=(..i took another bus..97 n 3 stops down was ITE DOVER!!! FINALLY!! n i was abt 5 mins late..but luckily the teacher was in late too..hehe..then i got to be frens with this guy name alif..xDD when the teacher asked us to get into the grps that we all were in last wk..i was like panicked..D: but luckily alif asked me join his grp..phew..i made a fren..weee~~ n i ended my class at 3 pm..got home n slept at 11 pm..darn i was tired.. TODAE: woohoo~~ i was really forward to another dae of my course..woke up at 5.45 am since my class starts at 8 am..making sure that i will cum early this time xDD..well i finished doing my stuffs at 6.35 am..n took the extra time to calm myself down..ps i was also thinking of her to calm myself hehe =DD..i went out of the house at 7.05am..but i missed my bus D: wah..waited for another 15 mins before the next one came...>_<>_> but there is one cca that attracted me that is LIVE BAND!! if u think this cca is like trumpets or horn..well u got it all wrg..this cca allows one to choose to learn how to play the guitar,bass or drums n also vocal training..OMG!! THAT WAD I WAS LOOKING FOR ALL THIS TIME!! YIPPEE!! i am going to seriously to join this cca..my dream band is getting closer..i decided to choose how the play the guitar n hav some vocal training..weeeeee~~ i cant wait when the cca starts..@__@

wow i wrote in so FREAKING LONG..n while i was having this things happening in my life..i was thinking of her 24/7..i mish u so muchie!! i am going to surprise her on my bdae instead of her surprising me..hehe..SAYANG I LOVE U LOADS!! 9 May IS THE DAE!!! well imma go n stop writing now...@__@ gd nitez all..

Wad hav been happening in my life? o.o

2007-04-25T14:54:00.000+08:00

LOL it hav been awhile since i wrote in..hehe sry guys n gals..okie wad hav been happening all these time in a sick man's life? @____@

last wk:mmm last wk was an ok wk...stayed at home most of the time..but got scolded by my mum most of the time..<_<>_>

weekends:well it was more boring..D: i stayed at home MORE!! GOSH!! DAMN IT!! well at least my sayang layan me to kill the boredom hehe...I SAYANG MY SAYANG SO MUCHIE!! 1 month n going strong..hehe..Thats the end abt the wkend..<_<

These few daes:well its almost the same thing as every dae..i eat,drink,slp,crap,pee,watch tv,play com,do everything thats first cum...LOL okie too much info..@______@ hehe..on tues i got a phone call frm ITE that i got into the course that i signed up..YIPPPEE!!! 8DDD n i went to the campus at dover..wth..SO FAR!!! D: but nvm at least i got a sch that i can start life anew..n i am looking forward to tmr..going to start my class tmr..OMG!! NERVOUS N LOOKING FORWARD TO IT!!!! WEEEE!! @____@ GD LUCK TO ME!!! HEHE!! darn...i am scared...i juz wan to hug my sayang so much todae..i mish her so muchie can? =3

well thats all abt wads been happening in a life of retard teen aka cookie giver aka dildu..MUAHAHA!! hehe..cya guys n gals..thx for reading my blog..love u all..=3

2007-04-17T15:19:00.000+08:00

MUAHAHA I GOT NTHING TO DO SO I PASTED THE LYRICS OF FACE DOWN BY THE RED JUMPSUIT APPARATUS.. LISTEN TO IT AT THE TOP MY BLOG WHILE LOOKING AT THE LYRICS..COMMENTS BY ME ABT THIS SONG:MEANINGFUL N NICE..ENJOY *GIVES COOKIES*
THE RED JUMPSUIT APPARATUS LYRICS

Face Down

Hey girl, you know you drive me crazy
one look puts the rhythm in my hand.
Still I'll never understand why you hang around
I see what's going down.

Cover up with make up in the mirror
tell yourself, it's never gonna happen again
you cry alone and then he swears he loves you.

Do you feel like a man when you push her around?
Do you feel better now as she falls to the ground?
Well I'll tell you my friend, one day this world's going to end
as your lies crumble down, a new life she has found.

A pebble in the water makes a ripple effect
every action in this world will bear a consequence
If you wade around forever you will surely drown
I see what's going down.

I see the way you go and say you're right again,
say you're right again
heed my lecture

Do you feel like a man when you push her around?
Do you feel better now as she falls to the ground?
Well I'll tell you my friend, one day this world's going to end
as your lies crumble down, a new life she has found.

Face down in the dirt, she said,
this doesn't hurt, she said,
I finally had enough.
[x2]

One day she will tell you that she has had enough
he's coming round again.

Do you feel like a man when you push her around?
Do you feel better now as she falls to the ground?
Well I'll tell you my friend, one day this world's going to end
as your lies crumble down, a new life she has found.
[x2]

Face down in the dirt, she said,
this doesn't hurt, she said,
I finally had enough.

o.o?

2007-04-16T02:11:00.000+08:00

ok i noe its 2.12 am in the morning..o.o hehe..i am still not sleepy though..i am used to sleeping late till morning..@_@ i hav a sleeping problem k? D:< lol xP..before this post i put a pic so that u ppl can hav slping probs..MUAHAHAHA!! I AM EVIL!! xD ok aidil...get a hold of myself D:..i think its because i am beginning to tired out..D: darn better get to slp before i go nuts..serious for now..wad hav been happening in my life...its going gd so far..hehe but my mum would get angry at me for no apparent reason..n she would nag at me non-stop..WTF?!! D:< MUM ITS MY LIFE N NOT FOR U TO CONTROL IT!! F U LAH!!! D:< haiz...my relationship wif my family hav becum sour...=( i would usually think back of my once happy family...omg..i am going emo...='( life was wonderful before my father divorced wif my mum..but hey i will not be who i am now if the divorce think did not happen..=/ it actually made me stronger..as i hated my father back then for wad he did,i begin to miss him..ayah if u can hear me i miss u loadz..='( this boy of urs needs u more than ever..i truly miss u...haiz..i am crying now..if onli god can hear me now..i wan my old dad back..=(..better get a hold on myself again..=/ lets move on..my relationship wif her is beginning to make my life more meaningful..can i juz love her alot? =3 n the happenings during the wkends...BOREDOM!!! @_@...damn...oppz i think i better get to slp..frens frm twss n mindchamps..I am beginning to miss u all..*gives cookies to everyone* hehe =3 I LOVE U ALL!!! *kisses* gd nitez all or shld i say gd morning!! hehe bbyiesss!! =DD

i seriously got nthing to do..>_<

2007-04-16T01:45:00.000+08:00

These daes...=o

2007-04-07T18:54:00.000+08:00

Okie..i hav not been writing in these daes because i dun noe...LOL @_@..well these daes hav been the same like any other daes..I went back to my sch to help out wif my cca,MEDIABYTES!! MUAHAHA xD!! n definitely see my darling..=3 *kisses*..n i am looking more like a girl..wth..o_o..EVERYONE DO I LOOK LIKE A GIRL WIF MY LONG HAIR? my mum says i do..-.-''' *thinking to get a haircut* n yah..i am going to ITE =D..finally i am going somewhere..<_< MUAHAHA!! xD okie i am going bored..@_@..n recently i juz went to play basketball wif my fren..it hav been abt 2-3 yrs since i play basketball..my skills r getting rusty D:..but it was fun xD..n on the final note..i get tired so easily nowadays..wth..yeah u guys/girls wont believe it rite? yeah i get sleepy at random times..X_X..DAMN D:<..oppz time to go..I AM FREAKING HUNGRY!!!! @_@..thx for viewing my blog..*hugs n kisses to everyone* ^_~

These daes happenings..

2007-03-28T12:42:00.000+08:00

Phew..wad a week this week has becum to..Last sat i had to go to la salle for an interview to try my luck in getting a place there..n that dae had nvr gotten better..i came out of my my house early..but took the late mrt..n i reach there 1 hr later at 9.45 am..-.- my interview started at 9.30!! n i quickly rush to find the location..n u noe wad happen guys/readers? i got freaking lost.. -.-'''' damn it..i went ard asking ppl where is la salle..lucky there is some kind souls to tell me where it is..8D but still i finally reach the location..n guess wad time i reach the place? 10.45 am !!!! OMG!!! <_< n i was soaked in my own sweat..the interview started well..but they asked me abt my fav work..i had to show them my video works while the others show ART WORKS!! D:< sigh..looks like i hav to stay back sec 4 n retake my 'o's again this yr...haiz..well the rest of the week hav been ok..but my addiction to a computer game came back...O_O a game called RAGNAROK!! D:< damn that game is addictive...shld hav cum wif a warning or smthing..<_< i would play it like there is no tmr...n sry guys i hav not been on msn..this game is freaking addictive..i try to break this addiction n get back on my books to study my sec 4 work..n now abt my personal life..its going great between me n her..love her loads!! but we nvr get to see each other that much..=( mish my lovely sayang so muchie!! n i guess thats all readers..n thx for being patient wif me..=D LOVE U READERS SO MUCHIE!!!

A New Start..

2007-03-21T20:12:00.000+08:00

I hav made a new blog skin..It took me some time to do my blog..but i hope it is very satisfying to everyone who visit this blog..hehe..=D even though it is not really completed,i hope i can get positive comments frm u guys..n in advance thx for the comments..MUAHAHAHA!! sry for i hav not being posting in the events that hav change my life for the better ..n finally i am doing it now..I was enrolled in the MindChamps program where i was taught methods to study the better n effective way..It was very interesting n for i being a very open to meeting new frens,I made a couple of frens..weee they r fun n nice to hang out wif..hehe...but now my course hav finished,i am starting to miss them lots...=( but lately i went to another course n this time it is a course called "Empower U"..IT WAS THE MOST ENJOYABLE TIME I HAD!!!! I WAS HAVING MY TIME OF MY LIFE WIF MY MINDCHAMPS FRENS!!! OMG!! A MOMENT I WILL NVR FORGET!! hehe..n i will definitely going to miss them...=/..n lets move on wif my life..i was sad that i did not get to any poly that i really was looking forward to..but i kept my hopes high n i am trying my luck at La Salle...WISH ME LUCK EVERYONE!!! hehe ^_^..N i am currently attached to a girl that is exactly like me...she is nice,sweet,cute(juz like me..jk..i am a bit thick skinned hehe..) n i love everything abt her..I juz love her Loads...=3..n I love to everyone who tag this blog..I will love u Forever..hehe xD..Thx for visiting my blog..I will post smthing new when i am free k? THX ALL!!!

My life is in topsy turvy =(

2006-11-22T14:43:00.000+08:00

Sry i hav not been able to write in to my blog lately..Many things hav been happening in my life..Both happy n sad...I am happy that my 'O'lvls hav all finished..I am so happy for it ^_^...MY MAJOR SETBACK HAV ALL FINISHED!!!!! WOOOTT! XD...hehe..n now wad hav been happening in my life lately...I hav been having love sickness lately for a special smone but i can do anything cause she is taken..All i can do is but be happy for them n wish all the best for them..I do get emo over this..Cause my heart can nvr lie wad i really feel for her..haiz..my heart is bleeding but i will nvr be loved by anyone except my frens who r always there for me =X...haiz..thats all i can write in todae..thx u guys for reading my blog..i will be a bit busy nowadays..^_^

My life...Is it happy or sad or BOTH?

2006-09-19T21:37:00.000+08:00

OMG! my prelims hav cum..O_O...for my first few papers i did not studied enough for them...haiz...cause of my stupid online game...but after my teacher say that i am gonna fail if i did not buck up..That totally woke me up..I began to make my own study time table n is revising as much as i can...but making sure that i dun overwork myself...hehe XD..but nowadays i hav been slping for up to 4 to less hrs..O_O XO...i dun noe why i hav been neglecting my slp...haiz...n after that i began to feel emo again...i look at other happy families around me..I think of my familiy...even though they r doing quite fine...i still lacked a father's love...haiz...my parents are divorced thats why...haiz...omg i am feeling saddened now..i think i better end this entry wif a personal msg to everyone...CHERISH EVERYONE AROUND U! nitez...

Starting to enjoy life...

2006-09-13T21:37:00.000+08:00

Hey! hehe XD...I am starting to love my life..but i do go emo smtimes..well wad to do i am one of them...but i love being emo...cause it made into who i am now..oppz i wan to tell u wad happen todae hehe...XD..well todae i hav my cca,mediabytes...wow it was fun cause my senior came n brought his electric gutitar! YAHOO! YES! it was awesome seeing him play it..I was so engrossed that i began to decide to make my own band..that's my long time dream...n finally i am going to make that reality...hehe XD YES!...n we also hav a photo session for the mediabytes...WOW it was fun! i was as usual crazy n retard...hehe wad to do...i am famous in the sch for being the crazy man...hehe oppz i am bragging am i?...XD...WELL TO THOSE INTERESTED IN JOINING MY BAND...PLZ TELL ME! PLZ! I AM THINKING OF A NAME SUCH AS "FROZEN IDENTITY"..hmmm...oppz thats all i can say..NITEZ GUYS N GALS! SMILE ALWAYS! =D

Wad hav being happening in the life a "retard"

2006-09-11T16:31:00.000+08:00

I hav been very emo nowadays....I get upset n angry over the smallest things...haiz...Maybe it is because of wad hav been happening to me these daes..haiz..I need to be stronger but who can help me...My frens are drifting away frm me...haiz..My once happy n joyful life is going down the drain..Ppl see me as the crazy man as i smiled at them,make them laugh at my looney antics...But behine those acts n smiles of mine...I feel saddened n sick of life...I CAN'T TAKE THIS ANYMORE~!..I dun noe wad happen to me...haiz...well guys n gals...thoughts of u noe wad...is right now in my mind..Shld i do it? haiz...I juz wish smone would understand this sadness n pain i am going through right now...well i guess they dun...They r having fun wif their life while i am struggling to stay afloat...I might as well drowned...haiz...I am sry my frens..U might see the end of me some dae...N no one will care..=(

Wad happened todae hmmm...

2006-09-07T20:17:00.000+08:00

well i had sch like any normal dae...english programme n geography class...During english class,i n my team members were like "dead" ppl...Cause we were yawning one by one n all were so restless..LOL XD...i think i am restless cause i hav been slping for 4 hrs...frm 1 am to 5 am...HOLY CRAP XO...my eyes look like a panda..seriously...O_O..ok off-topic..LOL XD...back to english...then we hav a game called....hmmm....i forgot leh...O_O hehe XD...then w r suppose to put a suitable headline for 4 articles...We put Maid vs Teesnager for the first,"Lost & Found" for th second one,Doctor X for the third one,N my personal favourite R(A) for the fourth one which means Romance Accompany...hehe dun think dirty ok XD...N we won for the best headline for our R(A)...YEAH! SO HAPPY! hehe XD...Then after that we had a break...GOD! I ate so much...1 nugget bread n 3 egg bread..HOLY CRAP! well i was so hungry...i did eat my breakfast...Then we hav Geography class...i got nthing too say abt that class...it was so bloody damn BORING~ XO...Then i overheard that a couple of my frens wans to play warcraft in a lan shop in Limbang...WOW! it is been so long i played warcraft in a lan shop...like 1 year ago LOL X_O...den we decided to play DOTA n was going to be 5 vs 4 at first...then we met Sui how there...n we made it 5 vs 5...the teams r one group contains fadhli,jerald,fadil,eddy n hafiz....the other group r kim hui,teow kim,jian yun,sui how, ME OF COURSE...hehe XD...in the first game i totally sux cause i did not use the hero,Beastmaster...But my group still WON! WOW! hehe XD...Second game...i choose another..n i think this hero suits me a lot...I totally became GOD-LIKE...i killed alot without any help of them....WOW! i did not noe that i was that good...well my skills were rusty...n wif the help of my frens i were able to own!...yeah...n the whole 2 hrs were up...we then went home...i went home n bathe,eat...then i slp...i was seriously tired...btw u guys shld see my new hairstyle..IT ROCKS!~...hehe ok i wrote so long...see u guys later..=D

MY BESTIE FREN!

2006-09-01T21:41:00.000+08:00

well my best fren is bugging me to write abt her..LOL XD..n now i decide to write abt her cause she has always being there to help me move on wif my life...U ppl noe that i am a happy-go-lucky person who nv fails to put smiles on ppl's faces....but she noe better...i am a weak n always hav problems in my life...she will help to give me advices that help me realise how important my life is...n at times she will be feeling down...n i will be the one giving advices to her...it is like a on-going chain to help each other move on wif our lives...Well she is such a nice fren to hav around...hehe XD..My best fren is none other than Xin Fang...U must be strong in overcuming ur probs in life! I will be behind u to catch u when u are falling down...So BE HAPPY! =D thx ppl for reading this bloggie! LUV U GUYS N GALS!

TEACHER'S DAE CLASS PHOTO!

2006-09-01T19:37:00.000+08:00

MY BELOVED MEIMEI!

2006-09-01T19:26:00.000+08:00

hehe...i am going to write abt my beloved meimei now...She is my meimei who is always helping me up in the most diffcult times like when i broke up my girl...she will comfort me n ask me to cheer up...=D..at times when she is down i will be the one comforting her cause there will always be a future for her...MEIMEI u must strong k? cause i will not leave u behind hehe XD...Cause wad are family for rite? we will go through the darkest times together as a family...=D well she is a nice,happy helpful to help others who really needs it the most...I wan to say that I LOVE MY MEIMEI SO MUCH!...n she is none other than Jermine hehe XD...well hav a nice dae ppl for reading my blog...ps if anyone bully my meimei,i will make sure i murder the person like CRAP! hehe XD...joking XD...

TEACHER'S DAE

2006-09-01T19:04:00.000+08:00

HEY!WOW!OMG!Teacher's dae was the most enjoyable n fun dae on the 30th of august..I loved it so much...The dae started rainning..OmG!haiz...but there was no cross-country..YEAH! LOL XD..well on that dae i hav to do video taking of the teacher's dae..the concert was very fun n wow!...hehe XD the bands were great...the dances too...i like the most was the teacher's dance...I went totally retard...i began to dance wif the music...ppl were looking at me hehe XD..LOVE MYSELF....Ahmad,Hezry n Raden wanted to dance as i forced them..but they all did not dare too...haiz...but still it was fun...the best part Mrs Lau came BACKIE! YEAH! I love her so much for being our best form teacher for COLUMBUS! HIP! HIP! HURRAY!...hehe XD After that i decided to go back to my pri sch(Hong Kah Pri Sch),i was so happy to see my long lost pri sch frens...Den there was their concert...OMG! it was quite boring...N i decided to be crazy my frens who were in twss wif me ...hehe XD i was shouting my lungs out! WOW! ppl were looking at me n my frens who were laughing non-stop LOL XD...WOW!...well i got to see my pri sch form teacher,Mrs Wong...She is the best as Mrs Lau....well i went back home at around 1pm...Too tired n i started to hav fever,headache n flu..AWWW!well i think thats all abt teacher's dae! HAV A NICE DAE TO THOSE READING MY BLOG!

MMM..abt....yesterdae XD

2006-08-26T12:11:00.001+08:00

Yesterdae,i was having up n downs...At sch,i was happy n crazy like usual....DUH!...hehe XD...well yesterdae was a half dae in my sch..YIPPEE!but Sec 4 express cant go yet...I hav a history diagnostic test..den after that i hav english hm to be done in class..O_O..well i was drowsy cause i ate my medicine...n my head was spinning..hehe XD...well i went home at around 2 smthing...got home did my usual routine...eat,be online,check for my weekend hmk n blah blah yada yada...then i hav to fetch my little sis frm her tuition..She was seriously being a f**ked up brat...I was so mad at her...Lucky there is my meimei to help cheer me up...hehe XD..well i went to slp at 12 pm...thats all i can say abt yesterdae..hehe XD..Thx for reading my blog...

Sickness rule my life....XD

2006-08-24T19:50:00.000+08:00

Todae i did not go to sch...well i was sick like duh...hehe XD...haiz...i dun noe why i get sick so easily...=X...I think i better take care of myself...so that i will absent myself on my 'O' lvls...Well i went to the doctor...n ate the medicine...n i istantly became so drowsy...XO...now i am still so sleepy...even though i hav taken a nap at 4pm..to 5.10pm...hehe XD...n i still hav hmk to do...OMG!...N tmr hav a stupid history test! WAH!...hehe XD..well dun wry my frens n my huney, i will be fine n i will be going to sch tmr...YET N AIDIL THE RETARD MAN WILL BE BACK TO BRING THE SCH DOWN!hehe XD...Well i think thats all i can write for tonite hehe XD..Love u all for reading this blog..

My life going on so far..

2006-08-18T20:07:00.001+08:00

Well my life is doing great...Is juz that i hav been neglecting my sleep...cause of an online game which i got myself addicted to it...It is RAGNAROK...haiz i was so addicted to it that i began sleeping in my class...that nv happened to me last time..Well i must control this addiction...n study more cause my 'O' lvls are cuming...WAH! i am so scared....cause my mother say that if i flunked my 'O' lvls she will wan me to retake another year in Teck Whye Sec n do my 'O' lvls again....haiz even my mother is pressuring me...XO...well move on to my frens..They hav been there for me....Juz love them being concerned abt me...Thx for all ur concerns my frens...=D

2006-07-29T09:18:00.000+08:00

I love myself cause of my frens n love ones..They care abt me by showing concern towards me whenever i am down or sick..Cause of that i will make sure i will be happy n positive thinking towards life..I will help those who need them in terms in encouragement..I will be there..Smile Always! Love u ppl!

A collection of pictures abt myself

2006-07-29T09:16:00.000+08:00

My class photo during racial harmony dae

2006-07-22T11:17:00.000+08:00

Me in the centre n the angels frm my class,Samsiah n Wahyuni

2006-07-22T11:12:00.000+08:00

Me on the bottom right hand corner wif my wonderful frens..hehe

2006-07-14T18:11:00.000+08:00

My Wonderful Class,COLUMBUS

2006-07-06T21:52:00.000+08:00

Me putting my finger on my nose n an unknown sick man

2006-07-04T18:00:00.000+08:00